This isn't how things were supposed to go
I wasn't supposed to just let you leave
You walked away, I felt so lost, I didn't know where to go, what to do,what to say
I just wanted you back, I waited for months for you to return, you never did
I tried to love you, to show you someone will always be their even in your darkest of hours
I told myself if you ever returned I would tell you
How the pain felt, how I couldn't sleep for days, how I couldn't eat for weeks, how I wanted to die
Things went differently though, instead I listened
To every pain you went through, wishing I had been by your side through it all
Wishing I could make it better, hoping you could feel my anguish of not being their when you needed someone
I wish I could tell you things are going to be ok, that it will go back to what it was
Wishing I could just hold you, telling you these things
Telling you over and over that you are loved and you are wanted
