❝he felt so real and it hurts me❞ >>010618 ; is when this all started
just a book that I think nobody will notice but watever I am gonna write it.
[HUANG RENJUN]
here's some random content 🌸
I am nctzen since Chewing Gum era. Which is in 2016. At that time I was 12years old and when I discovered NCT DREAM, me be like "YES FINALLY A BOY GROUP THAT IS AROUND MY AGE." so thats the main reason why I stan 'them' at that time. not them actually, just Jaemin.
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And honestly the only member that I know in Nct Dream at that time is Jaemin. Plus, his smile make me gone crazy.
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But sadly, Jaemin dissappear (??). After I watched 'My First and Last' MV, I got very disappointed because there's no Jaemin. So I left the fandom? kinda.
AND THIS YEAR (30MAY) nctdream 'go' era
So, one day, I search something in my Instagram. And I saw a video. I clicked on it and DAMN THERE'S JAEMIN. So I scream, I've never thought that he'll coming back. And this time, I be the real nctzen.
After watching all of their V live all day long, I realised that someone has snatched my heart. Huang Renjun.
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(the first Renjun's photo in my phone)
on 1 June, he officially becomes my ultimate bias (lol its sounds funny but whatever)
this feeling grew into me and become an obsession.
