kiss me goodnight and tell me i'm pretty

~Get out of my brain~

Help stop please your trapped in my mind you're suffocating my lungs your attacking my heart and im sorry im sorry im sorry for my bipolar and unstable emotions that i can't control or understand and my impulsive actions that i wish i didn't have you are the tune to my lyrics the sun to my morning you are the refreshing dew of dawn that brushes against my delicate feet you are the magenta in every sunset i see you are the first fallen leaf of autumn you are the first innocent kiss of a relationship

I was raised next to drama I was raised next to toxic friendships i was raised by a mother who cared so much her love showed as anger and obsession I was raised with innocence so pure that by the time I came of age I wasn't ready I wasn't ready for any of this I wasn't ready for sickening thoughts or relationships I wasn't ready for a dirty cigarette to touch my naive lips I wasn't ready for a little thing like this fuck up my entire life

my rage my anger my emptiness just gets worse the more you are inside my brain please get out please i'm begging you my stomach ache is getting worse my headache is pounding get out get out get out i want to forget about you i want to forget how happy you made me i want to forget the hate i gave you i want to forget the betrayal i caused to you i want you out of my mind because i'm scaring myself and when i scare myself bad things happen

***This style of poetry is a lot different then my usual. Tbh idk what this is. Lmao this is from a while ago hope u like it tho