I can't think straight anymore | Larry Stylinson

Chapter 16

- So uhm how are you two? Liam asked

- What do you mean? I asked

- Well you know, how is it between you two and yeah, all the other lads including me are worried as heck.

- Oh, well we're good mate

- You sure?

- Yes, from now I will not give a fuck what Simon and the management says. I said with a pissed voice

- But- Harry broke in with

- No butts love. I said

- So like uhm, I didn't eat dinner so I'm like, kinda hungry. Liam said suddenly changing topic
Harry looked at him with a weird look

- I guess you can join our dinner? Harry said, he didn't really sound like he wanted it though. Which is understandable because he had been horny as fuck literally 10 minutes ago

All three of us walked over to the dinner table and sat down to eat, it was quite an uncomfortable silence during the dinner.

30 minutes later when all of us had eaten up Liam stood up from the table and said
- Well, that was quite a nice meal. Also I'll tell the other boys that you're okay! Thanks for the dinner mates.

- No problem! Harry said

- Goodbye amigos!

- Goodbye to you too Liam

As Liam left our house Harry started to put away the leftover and dishes.

- Want me to help? I asked while walking up on him from behind

- No you should lay down and rest love. He said trying to sound stern

- But I don't want to reeest

- Louis we need to talk. Harry said with a serious voice

- Really? Just because I'm not doing as you say?

- No baby, lets go and sit down in the sofa okay? He said and took my hand

Okay well that escalated quickly, I'm scared as shit. Well honestly who isn't scared as shit when their partner tells them they need to have a talk?

Harry sat down in the sofa so that he was facing me and finally started talking

- So first of all, I'm not going to break up or anything Lou so don't be scared. He said and gave me a smile showing his dimple off, he always know how to get me.
- I just wanted to talk about you, about us you know?

- What is it with me and us? I asked confused

- It's just, we can't just let it go that you've just literally tried to commit suicide. That is nothing I'm going to leave like it never happened. I know that you didn't want to die really and that you didn't think it through-

- I did want to die though so that's not fully true Harold

- But why? Why the fuck do you suddenly feel the urge to kill yourself? You need to talk to someone Lou

- Harold, it's not that I'm depressed or anything. It's just that, you know. You are literally the one I live for, I have never loved someone the way I love you. Imagine a compass and a ship, how would the ship find the right way without the compass? I can't find my way in life without you Harry. I couldn't stand the thought about you and I not being together

- Louis like I said earlier you will always be the one that I truly love, no matter what. I just want you to talk to someone, please?

- But why?