𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐃 -𝐤𝐭𝐡

20. Awake

-Jisoo's pov-

Standing there beside taehyung's coma, i didnt know what to do. I just watched him slowly breathing with his two eyes closed. So this was the reason why he kept going to bathroom. I thought to myself as i clutch the edge of the bed sheet. All this time, i thought he was jelous when im with jimin thats why he goes to the bathroom. It made me feel bad because i didnt want him to get jelous, cause he was my bestfriend. But it wasn't actually the reason. Now i know what the reason is, it made me feel worse. "J-j-jisoo? W-where am i? Where are we?" i flinched lightly hearing his sudden voice. "you passed out at the park, so i brought you here at the hospital." i smiled sheepishly and looked down at my two feet.

"--by herself" namjoon tailed as he slowly entered the room. The others followed him in too. "were very sorry tae. We left jisoo and u struggling at the park all alone" jungkook said shakingly. We all ran up to him and gave him a light hug. Hugging him caused him to cry. Without knowing, we cried with him too. Us, jennie, rose and lisa. Yoongi's eyes only dropped one tear while hoseok, seokjin and jungkook ugly cried. Namjoon stood there, being manly but i could see he was crying in the inside. "atleast i still look good when i cry, aye?" jin joked, but not a single person agreed. "pfft in ur dreams jin" yoongi replied as he rolled his eyes.

We were all complete. But jimin wasnt there. He didnt knew what was going on. If only jimin was still there, to cheer taehyung up. Tae and chim where the best of friends. But it all changed when we started dating. I kinda blamed myself. None of these would happen if... I didnt exist. I thought to myself, angrily as i cried even more. "im sorry taehyung!! I really am!" i ran up to him with my lips quievering. "why?" he asked as his mouth curved into a small smile, petting my head.

"because, i didnt loved you before, the way u love and care for me." he stopped petting my head. "i-its okay. As long as you know/knew that i love you." he smiled and slowly attached his soft lips to mine. He was having a hard time breathing. It made me feel nervous. God can you please tell me, Will he survive? Will i still have the chance... To make him love me again? Can i have the chance to love him back? Please...