𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐃 -𝐤𝐭𝐡

24. Nostalgia

"Dont wake me up untill i stop breathing"

24. Nostalgia

TAEHYUNG SIGHED the thousandth time as he shifted his view to where a machine was constantly beeping and beeping. The same smell of white hospital sheets, The mumbled voices of either people or patients, The ceiling he would always see.

Nothing new was happening.

But only The pain that was slowly engulfing his  breathing soul. He didnt want jisoo to worry about him. he insisted the doctors, no matter what happens, she should never step on this hospital.

Taehyung didnt want her to see what he has become. He didnt want her to watch how he dies. Yes, he loved her so dearly, but he just couldnt bare to let her witness what he's going through.

His heart wasnt beating as fast as it used to be. He then sat up groggily as he looked up the ceiling with both sides of his heart being filled with nothing but despair.

"I dont think i can make it" He was now muttering to his self.

Taehyung slid his hand slowly to grab a letter he wrote that was already tucked inside a white envelope. It was the only thing he could give jisoo before he dies. His back was now agonizing as it rested on his matress. He looked ready, as if, ready to prepare his death.

Suddenly, He pictured all the nostalgic memories he had with jisoo, Days where they both laughed, days where they held hands, Days when he felt bitter,

And of course, The day when she told him "i love you."

He opened the envelope , and read the letter of which he wrote.

Just once more.

~
jisoo,if ur reading this, then i may no longer be alive.

I wrote this letter, to tell you how much i will be missing you,

How much ill be missing your beautiful smile. And of course, i will be missing jimin and our friends too.

You drew memories in my mind i could never erase, you painted colours on my shattered heart that i will never replace!

I remembered the days where we laughed till we cry, other days, we cry untill we laugh, but all days were perfect.

I remembered when i told you that i wanted the two of us to sit high above the sky together, and we both will be watching the beautiful scenery,

But, it wont ever happen anymore, i wish it could, but it cant.

Your forever and ever,
TaeTae
~

Then his vision began to blur as his chest wasnt releasing air anymore.

He had Eyes closed, but his heart? Still open.