I wish I could eradicate the memories
Wish I could anaesthetise the pain
Wish the vodka fix wasn't temporary
Wish I could just get back me again
Cos tonight, I really had a total meltdown
Tonight, I guess, I crashed through my own wall
Tonight, it all came tumbling down around me
Tonight, I sought a hole in which to crawl
And tomorrow, can it really be much brighter?
Tomorrow, can things be all fresh and new?
I only wish I could be simple, easy, normal
Not this mess of seizures - wrecked and so confused.
