i thought i had experienced real pain,
until i heard you cry and tell me i was
the only person you'll ever need,
knowing that i didn't feel the same.
you told me you loved me and the only words i knew were "I'm sorry".
i thought getting my heartbroken was
a severe injury,
until i broke yours,
you tried to mend the pain by pounding
your fists against any hard surface,
trying to guarantee yourself
that it was the only way
to get your mind off the pain
that I've inflicted amongst you.
i thought a personal experience with
a monster would ruin me,
but being the monster
fucking destroyed me.
