Me, a dragon? Never!(I hope)

A new temporary life.

I am now in my new room I share with my new brother David.

He likes very much the video games and sometimes I jump when he is playing late.  I like video games also and we are starting to to share complicity.

He is surprised how good I am in French as I was born in UK.   It must be Dragon powers I suppose.

He loves very much his dad (turned Wyrm) but he is very afraid of dragons.  He was trauma at first then he got peace and loves back again his father (My mum Wyrm).  He has lost contact now.

We'll try together this evening to call him/her in the dark.

MUM, DAD, Please answer us!

WYRM : "I am here my treasures.!  I loves you but this will be the last time before long.  I'll travel to a far far land behind the stars. Savannah, here is a Lament Box again if your mother  Marie has not given it to you and a pendant with a dark cristal.  David and Cathy have to make a choice if they want to becomes like you.

Me : NEVER! you are abandoning me! I HATE YOU WYRM YOU ARE NOT MY MOTHER ANYMORE.  A WYRM HAS KILLED MARIE! YOU ARE ALL MONSTERS! I'LL DIE INSTEAD OF BECOMING LIKE YOU.

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.  AND THIS IS YOU NO? THE WYRM QUEEN THEY ARE SPEAKING! NO?

ANSWER ME MONSTER!

WYRM : "Yes this is me the queen. they have decided for me.  I just defended children like you from soldiers and massacre.  I am sorry . But I love you Savannah.  You are my child and I can't abandon you.  Comes with me now."

Me: I jump back and I start the light.  Darkness disappear.

DAVID : Why?

Me: you cannot understand the hell I 'm living.

David : I don't understand. he loves you!

Me: I remove my eyes contact: LOOK MY EYES, They are eyes of a MONSTER!

I AM BECOMING LIKE HIM SLOWLY.  IT IS A TORTURE WHEN THIS IS  SLOWLY.  THIS IS AN AGONY. I PREFER TO BE LIKE HIM IN ONE SECOND THAN SUFFERING AN AGONY LIKE THIS.

I WANT TO DIE. I WANT TO DIE

SOB

SOB

CRY

I AM A MONSTER

A MONSTER

A MONSTER

David hit me and I fall crying on the bed.

David: never says this again.!

Life is precious! animals are also struggling. Dad is struggling. Mum also and Cathy also.

We are a family and we have to rely on each other.

When you'll be a wyrm you'll have to protect us like us we are protecting you! You're family and  we love you.

WE L O V E YOU!! SHAKING ME!

I collapse crying and sobbing.

He and Cathy bring me on the bed.

Then I'm going to the same secondary school  and I can keep thanks Sarah giving me extra lessons.

Then the weekend, I am joining the Patro where I found many friends and the scout local are just next to ours and I met David and Julius there.  I met also Thomas, but he is cold with me.  Maybe he doesn't accept me in the family???  I 'll know later why with a bad surprise.