Body goes numb. I wait there, wishing my heart to beat it's last beat. Wishing my lungs to breathe my last breath. Words don't sting anymore. Beatings don't hurt anymore. I might be physically alive but I'm dead inside. I love the feeling of the cool blade against my warm skin. It gives me pain, at least I feel something. Music keeps me going. The one thing that never lets me down. Bands. All Time Low, My Chemical
Romance, 30 Seconds To Mars, Blink 182, Reliant K and Black Veil Brides.
I get called many names for liking these bands. Goth. Emo. You name it, I get called it.
Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me.
I remember a time when I was actually happy. Zoella Walker used to have a life. Used to have friends. I used to be the one people came to for advice. People forgot that I could break too. I could be a mess too. And I am.. Despite the curly haired boy's efforts to convince me otherwise.
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Wow that was deep. This is a new fanfiction I'm going to be working on. The Tanya and Harry is nearing an end but I'd say about 10 chapters to go. This one is going to be called 'Concealer' I hope you read. <3
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Ive started writing concealer here's the link http://www.wattpad.com/story/1952711-concealer-a-harry-styles-fanfic
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Fiksi PenggemarBy fluke Tanya meets Harry Styles. First she thinks he's charming. Then she thinks he is a twat. All in all, they become love/hate friends. But when Tanya becomes life-threateningly ill will Harry stay by her side? Will Harry ditch her? Will they be...
