this may be a bit triggering to you so if you dont like self harm or shit dont read-
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...I never meant to make it such a mess...
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The two stood across from each other, one male, and one female.
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... I never thought that it would go this far...
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At the resort they stayed at, guards everywhere, but yet no sight of anyone they stood at a doc.
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... So I just stand here sorry
Searching for something to say...
Something to say...
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The male has cuts on his arms, from everyone he thought he lost he wanted to take the pain away and escape the hell he was trapped in.
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... Words fail, words fail
There's nothing I can say...
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The female with blonde streaks through her hair looked at the guards surrounding them.
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... I guess I thought I could be part of this
I never had this kind of thing before
I never had that perfect girl
Who somehow could see the good part of me...
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The guards crept closer to the werewolves, as the brother looked at his feet, ignoring eye contact with his older sibling.
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...We never had the dad who stuck it out
No corny jokes or baseball gloves
No mom who just was there
'Cause mom was all that she had to be...
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"Im sorry, you didn't deserve thi-" the female was cut off by his voice "i thought you cared mel..."
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... That's not a worthy explanation
I know there is none
Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done...
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"Aaron I-" the boys eyes turned a shade of red looking at the sister, tears filled in the red eyes.
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... Words fail, words fail
There's nothing I can say except sometimes, you see everything you wanted and sometimes, you see everything you wish you had and it's right there, right there, right there...
In front of you...
And you want to believe it's true...
So you make it true..
And you think maybe everybody wants it, and needs it, a little bit too...
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"I didn't want anything to do with this family, b-but yet here we are.."
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... This was just a sad invention
It wasn't real, I know but we were happy..
I guess I couldn't let that go
I guess I couldn't give that up
I guess I wanted to believe
'Cause if I just believe, then I don't have to see what's really there...
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"You didn't deserve any of this, I made my mistakes.. I was a horrible sister, I hated you for such a stupid reason and it wasn't your fault.. I watched them call you a monster.."
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No, I'd rather pretend I'm something better than these broken parts
Pretend I'm something other than this mess that I am
'Cause then I don't have to look at it and no one gets to look at it...No, no one can really see...
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"You're not my sister Melissa, or ever will be at this point. Why would you even try to save me? Pity?"
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... 'Cause I've learned to slam on the brake..
Before I even turn the key...
Before I make the mistake...
Before I lead with the worst of me..
I never let them see the worst of me..
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"Aaron, I... I didn't see the real you, i was still..scared.." the girl said, hesitating. "Of what..¿ That I'm a monster..¿"
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... All I ever do is run..
So how do I step in..
Step into the sun?
Step into the sun...
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WOAH THIS WAS LONG- ill probably do more like this, considering this was a Dear Evan Hansen song it was 5 minutes sooo sorryyyy-
