That night, Me Lumps and Allan all slept by the coutch. None of the guys talked to us, none of them looked at us, the meet and Greet last night ran short, for me at least, I wasn't able to hold back tears so I had to walk away.
I went to sleep crying last night, and now, I wake up crying, still just as upset as I had been yesterday, if not more.
Over night, we got to our next Venu, I didn't even bother talking, I just got up, went, grabbed my stuff, and walked off the bus, the guys didn't want me there, might as well just leave. Allan and Lumps were still sleeping on the floor. I left a note.
*I have hurt everyone, I disapointed all of you, Sorry.*
With that, I was gone. I walked off the buss and started to walk away, I got out of site of the buss, so I pulled out my razor from the back of my phone case. No one knew I had one there but me. I ran the blade across my wrist a few times, I saw the blood drining down my arm and started walking again. Just then, I heard Andy yell my name.
I ran with my stuff, all I had was two bags, mostly clothes.
But, being Andy, he caught up to me, easly.
"Why are you leaving?" He asked.
I was crying still. "No one wants me here, I hurt CC.. I'm leaving, That way I wont hurt anyone else."
He looked at my arm. "No.."
"I have to leave.." I said, I started walking away again.
"CHRISTAIN!" Andy yelled, damn that boy was loud.
Andy grabbed me so I coulden't run, I droped my stiff, I struggled, but I got out of his grip, I left my stuff, I just ran, as fast as my legs let me. I soon fell on the ground and didn't bother getting up, I just laied on the ground and cried.
^Chirstain's POV^
"Dude, theres blood all over you what's going on?" I asked with shock in my voice.
"Legacy, she ran that way, I coulden't keep up." He pointed.
I didn't think, I just ran, I ran faster then I ever have, soon, I came to see her, bloody arm, bloody shirt, laying on the ground crying.
I ran over to her and grabed onto her. She faught me. "LEGACY!" I yelled, she stoped fighting me as soon as she heard my voice. "What have you done?"
"Nothing." She cried. "I'm fine."
"No your not, you are covered in blood." I picked her up and took her back the the bus.
"Stay." I said and set her on the coutch.
All the fuss woke up Lumps and Allan.
^Legacy's POV^
He set me on the coutch and I laied down on it.
"AHHH!" I heard Lumps scream. I opened my eyes, she was looking at my arm...
"I'm sorry." Was all I said.
She was freaking out, and started crying. Allan didn't say anything, but a tear fell from his cheak.
CC returned with gause and a new shirt.
He wraped up my arm and I put on the new shirt.
I didn't speak. I coulden't, My heart feels like it was riped out of my cheast and put in a wood chiper.
"Legacy?" CC asked.
I nooded my head, but didn't look at him.
"Why did you do this."
I finaly looked up at him. "I wanted to hurt me, like I hurt you." No emotion came out as I said it, and after I did, I looked back down.
"You.. you did this becuase of me?" He asked.
"Becuase of me."
"Legacy, I love you, yeah, you hurt me, but you can't do this, this hurts me more then anything, I love you so much, don't hurt yourself, ever."
"I'm sorry." I looked up at him. "I really do love you, I do, I have liked you for a lot longer then when Allan told me to be with you. I love Allan too.. I am sorry."
"Does this mean we are breaking up?" I coulden't look at him, I could hear the pain in his voice.
"I don't know what to do." I cried. "I love you both more then I have ever loved anyone.... I don't know."
"Pick whoever makes you happier."
"It's so hard to chose. I think I ought to just go home for a while. So I can think, and I can pick."
"Okay, when do you want to go?"
"As soon as I can.."
"Okay, we can get you home today I bet."
"Thank you.."
He went off to make phone calls, Lumps came back in the room and was there for me, she cried with me, she was there for me like no one had ever been.
"I love you Lumps"
"I love you to Ashy."
"There's an airport about two miles from here, I bought you and Lumps tickets."
"Okay, thanks." Lumps thanked him for me.
The driver drove us to the airport, I didn't even hug CC, I just grabbed my stuff, and I left, I didn't look back. I got on one plane, Lump's got on another, and it was over with, I was going home by myslef. Alone again.
