Spoken Words and Short Stories

Wonder and Regret

You know, life can really throw curveballs at you. My senior year so far has been better than my last three. I honestly feel like I missed out on things either due to lack of self-confidence or ignorance. I see now that you really shouldn't care about what others think and just be yourself.
I've actually sat and thought about those times where being outgoing actually rewarded me. That one time where I actually walked up to a girl and started a conversation is one example. Then, there was this one time, oh boy I wish I was more comfortable with myself then. I always wonder what could've been if I just had a bit more...resolve to do things.
Those times where I didn't do anything and just let things pass me by... I hate them, and I wish that I had the knowledge I know now that way it could've been better. Maybe I would've had Kylie. Maybe Jonathan would still be alive. Things could've been different.

Things could've been better.