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How I Want to Meet You

Jon

If I could, I would turn back time to that day I met you in the alleyway eating your ice cream very happily as I killed your brother, who was not your brother,  very quietly in a dark corner. I would have rushed out and stabbed you twenty times in your chest making sure to twist my knife in your heart till your last breath. I would have, I would have...

Who am I kidding? Even then when I didn't know you, you disgusting creature, I still would have fallen in love with you. My mother would be so disappointed in me and my fellow officers might disown me as their partner. You weren't worth it but I still shot a human for you, I still ran away with you, I still made love with you and worst of all I thought of a future with you. I wasn't against love but love with you was like signing my own death certificate with a heart at the end and then building my own coffin. 

You say my name and I crumb to my knees like a puppy waiting for an order from its owner. An executor and a demon should not be together but I lay with my head on your chest and my fingers going through your thick curls as you watch down at me with your bright green eyes. I wonder what goes through your mind, what do you think of me?

Should we be together? 

Dean

When you told me that you were the girl that killed the phantom in the shadows while I ate my ice cream I had no doubt in my mind. You were strong for your size, very smart and from what I could see in the light the most beautiful girl in the world. If only you could stop thinking about what the world thinks of you and fully love me as I do for you. 

I give you all my attention and love and you still see me as I am and not what I want you to see, I want you to see me as the thing that loves you not the thing that's a demon. 

I wish I could kill everything that made you cry but you wouldn't like that, wouldn't like me killing humans. The thing that you fight every day for beat you and bring you down to your lowest point but you consider me the monster. 

Touch me, make love to me and hold me close to your heart till the day we both turn to our sides with a little us in the middle, She'll have your curly hair and big brown eyes...I would never say no to her. I would go back to hell for you, I would challenge my master for you... I would simply die for you.

Either I care for one or I care for none and I beg for you to open your heart and be that one.