chapter 12

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these are not mine idk whose they are. but I feel this day all the time .

sometimes I hate myself

I trully do

I seriously don't understand how anyone could ever love me

look at me and be happy

or even want to be my friend

I don't deserve anything I have.

I really and trully don't.

"I'm sorry"

No no no if you were sorry you wouldn't have done what you did.

You wouldn't have torn me apart and hurt me so bad.

You may not have ment to but don't say sorry.

Sorry won't make my scars disappear.

Sorry won't take my depression away.

Sorry won't stop my pain.

Sorry won't raise my self-esteem.

Sorry does nothing.

Behind my smile is a hurting heart.

Behind my laugh I am falling apart.

Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am......Isn't me.

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