Endless love

Chp 7- Falling... Again.

I can't be. I'm not. I'm falling for him again.
After the date I ran straight up to my room and got dressed for bed. I didn't go to sleep until 1:00 because I was up thinking about him. The kiss. Everything.
I don't understand why I kissed him. I felt like it was appropriate. Oh who am I kidding he probably hates me now. I wanna text him and ask if we can talk about it but I'm afraid to.
"Ok sitting here and sulking isn't going to help." I say to myself.
I get up and walk to the bathroom to make myself look at least halfway decent. I apply a little makeup and curl my hair. Maybe a little trip to the mall won't hurt.
I put on a sleeveless blouse and a pair of skinny jeans. I decide to go with my white toms today.
"Ok I look decent enough." I say as I eye my appearance in the mirror. Scott would like this. No wait stop thinking about him.
I leave a note on the bar that explains where I'm going. Aunt Kay would throw a fit if she didn't know where I went. Ok off to starbucks.
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After I leave Starbucks I drive straight over to the mall.
I go inside and immediately go to Victoria's Secret. I need some more perfume and this is the only store I will get it from. I quickly buy what I need(With aunt Kay's credit card) and leave.
"EMILY CAROLINE?" someone screams.
Squeaky voice. Middle name. Cara?
Cara was my middle school best friend. We had a lot of fun times over the years but after I moved we lost touch after a few months. Oh did I mention that she was also Scott's sister?

"Omg Cara! How have you been?" I say.

"Emily don't you dare ask me that you know I'm always mad at someone!" She laughs briefly then continues. " Well right now I'm good because I get to see my long lost bestfriend! How's Tyler?"

"Oh Cara we broke up. He was no good so I left him. " I say.

"Oh forget boys! But I do know that a certain someone still loves you...." She says while wiggling her eyebrows.

"Scott right. I figured. " I say.
I guess she can hear the hint of annoyance in my voice so she drops the subject.

"We have to catch up! Let's go shopping together!"

"Sure" I agree.
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We go in what seems like thousands of stores and we finally break for lunch at the food court.

I decide I can trust her and spill all the details about me and Scott.

"I know you can trust him honey. He won't ever cheat on you again. He loves you and I can tell that deep down inside you lo-" she suddenly turns pale and looks at something behind me. I turn around in my seat and wish I didn't.

Scott is walking to the food court with his arm around Jessica.
I thought he had changed. He told me he loved me. I thought he understood. I think I love him.

"Well Cara thank you for the nice day. You should come over sometime for dinner and we could have a sleepover or something. I gotta get going." I say quickly while trying to get my phone
In my purse."

"I'm sorry Emily. I didn't know he would do that. My brother is such an idiot." She explains.

I give her a simple nod and turn around so she doesn't see me cry when I bump into someone. Oh no.

"Emily? I- I- I didn't know you were going to be here I was just- wait are you crying?" He says in a quiet tone.

I don't reply I just run out of the mall and straight for the car. I can't believe him. I kissed him last night. I thought that he still loved me.
Guess not.
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I get home and surprisingly have stopped all the tears.

"Oh hun you're back. I made your favorite, Chicken Parmesan casserole." My aunt Kay says.

"No Thanks. I'm not hungry. I'm just going to bed. But thank you." I say as I head up the stairs.
I take a quick shower and get dressed for bed. My phone keeps ringing beside me. I know it's Scott. Instead of answering the calls I turn my phone on silent and slowly fall asleep.