Can't Raise A Man

4 Am:

"4 am and my baby gone missing, he probably somewhere with a dancer. Sitting campaign'n while I'm in his bed

Dnt kno it even 4 am"

So tony is not home yet its fucking 4 am where the hell is this nigga at. Is swear I'm ef'n done with him.

I try not to get heated but that shit don't help at all. I head down stairs and pour me a glass of apple juice .. Then sit on the couch. About 15 mins later, i call Tony phone

*Voicemail:

Hey wassup yall its yo boy

Tony. I cant get to the phone right now , please leave your name and number after the beat and i'll sure get back to you .

Dani: Tony answer your phone .. Its Dani .. Idk where you are but u need to bring your ass home now .

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Im crying and i shouldn't be, the baby is kicking like crazy ... Thats because I'm worrying too much but its alright. I waited an whole hour later and called back. Finally somebody pick up

Dani; Tony?? Hello,,!!

I hear all this moaning in the background and screaming ...

Then i hear tony voice with 4 other hoes.

I hang up the phone ..with myself in shocked and dis belief , ... How the ef'n .. Y me , he would do that, he loves me .. The shit we be going through since i was 15 when i met him,. He wouldn't ... It could b. Prank right??

Pause* bitch you is not that dam stupid mama didn't raise a dumb ass female and papa always told you keep book smart. And i know thats exactly what i heard ova the phone on tony's phone .

I get so dam angry .. I start to cry , nd throw shit like crazy, i head up stair nd that pic thats in the frame in the kitchen and all his other shit he brought me , i took it outside .. And burned it all.. Nothing but flames in front my house . I dont even care no more. Had me believing his ass .. " bae i love you" "im at work" get that shit outa my face . About 7:30 am the flame start to go out .. And thats when i head inside. I dont kno how ima tell my sis this shit at all. But i'll think of something ...