THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

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Wow can't believe I am blinded by my emotions some people go through more than what I am going through and it's not like I am barren and what the doctor said might not be true some people have cancer and last year a guy lost his parents and only sister in a car accident and he is left all alone in this world and adoption is allowed and I will gain reward I don't even know why I am bothered about the future when it's not in my hands thank you Ya Yusuf for putting some sense into me

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Wait did he just called me his Girl I wanted to telling him I am not his girl but I remembered something more important than that.

Ya Yusuf so you have ever cried over a girl huh so who is that lucky girl I am sure it's not Khadijah because she isn't worth your tears and that girl isn't Feenah

Yes don't ask me who the girl is cause I am not going to tell you.

Haba please mana OK at least tell me her name please

No will do

OK why did you cry over her? Did she die or what cause damn no girl in her right state of mind will reject you.

like seriously up till now I can't believe you cried over a girl

Ughhh why did I even tell you ?

What ever !you haven't answered my question

OK she rejected me and can we stop talking about somebody's wife please

I gasp she choosed someone over you ? it is confirmed she is out of her sense who wouldn't want to marry someone like you? So when did you start having feelings for our beloved cousin (note the sarcasm) like it doesn't make sense because you are different and I tried doing the math but it's still given me a wrong answer so care to explain?

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Truth to be told he doesn't love Feenah she was the one that ask him out and since he was rejected he accepted her proposal but durh he didn't have to tell Hannah that because when she's angry she don't care about what she says but later on she will start regretting but when it comes to her and Feenah she doesn't give a shit so it's better to keep it safe with him.

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Uhmm next time not today get ready we are going out and for Allah's sake switch on your phone I am tired of coming to your room when I want to talk to you and be fast if not I am leaving without you
Tsk tsk see this man oo did I beg him to take me out.

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Where are we going ?

A place you can wash away your sorrow .

Oh!

Can we stop at Havilah please? Okay but I am not paying oo. Lailai kama isa you most pay wallahi

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Havilah

Ouch why will you just stop ?you have step on my foot with this heels of yours why do girls even wear it for goodness sake? Oh you are even ignoring me you won't apologize Hannah what are you staring at?

Can't believe he has already moved on.

Who are you talking about?

Ashraf look at him over there talking with a girl Ya Yusuf please let's leave this place.

OK go to the car I will be right back.

Here is your Ice cream don't let some looser spoil your mood and you should try and move on since it's clear he has already moved on.

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Hey! Why are we leaving the city? Ha are you trying to kidnap me or kill me please I am not ready to die I am also not ready to leave my family

Chilax I am not doing any of that infact you will love the place.

OK let me set my phone

Better do that please.

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Hannah........

No this can't be Ya Yusuf tell me this is just a dream it is not true he can't do this to me Ya Yusuf please tell me this isn't true I said crying

Relax Hannah relax now tell me what can't be

It's Ashraf I said still crying

What did he do?

He he d-divorced me via SMS

You most be kidding me

I am not ,he sent the message 2 week's ago

That ass hole how dare him ?

Should I take you back home? No no okay  follow me or should I carry you? Ya Yusuf asked Hannah with a mischievous smile on his face

you can't carry me

Dare me girl

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So care to explain why we are here you know I hate height

So I always come here to vent my anger or when I am sad and believe me I feel better I do pick up a stone and imagine that rock over there is the person I am angry at and I will start shouting and throwing stones at the rock and believe me when I tell you I feel better afterwards so try it

OK!

Focus

How dare you Ashraf throwing a stone at the rock I hate you ,I wish I never met you in my life ,I regret marrying you,you are a good for nothing bastard you are a murderer you killed my child you are the reason why I am like this I curse the day I met you, I wished you also killed me the day you killed our child I don't want to live I want to die some one should just kill me something in me is telling me to just jump down the cliff

Suicide

Suicide seemed to me the greatest kind of freedom, a release from everything, from a life that had been ruined a long time ago.

If I move a little forward that will be the end of my suffering but my sub conscious is telling me I will go straight to hell I hate myself why can't I just bore?

I hate you Ashraf

Don't even attempt to jump off this cliff because I m sure that's what you are thinking of ,I regretted bringing you here in fact let's leave this place

Ya Yusuf I am not stupid I wouldn't take my life because of a guy who isn't worth it and won't feel any remorse when I am gone and apart from that our religion is against it and it is stated in the Quran

And do not kill yourselves.  Surely, God is Most Merciful to you." (Quran 4:29) and Quran V95:5 says "So verily, with hardship, there is ease."

Allahuakbar so true have patience everything will come to pass but it will be hard,but if you trust Allah everything will be okay let's leave this place.

But deep down he knew she was thinking of jumping off the cliff

As'salamu alaikum
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