Forbidden love

Chapter 19

Standing in the middle of the trail with Octavia wrapped in his arms he rested his chin on her head trying to think of what was going though her mind and what e could do to help her, suddenly she rested her forehead on his chest and placing her hands on his stomach lightly "Murphy, what's wrong with me? She asks as she looks up at him and bites her lip, he smirks and moves a piece of hair from her face "there's nothing wrong with you my girl" he shakes he's head "it's normal to feel like your minds taking control of you but it's not".

Before he knew it she had taken off her coat and sweater "are you sure, because that's what it feels like"
And kissed him before he could stop her, not that he wanted her to stop but he knew it was wrong, all the sudden he found him self ripping his jacket off and pushing her back to a tree, then he wrinkled his noes and ripped him self away from her "what the hell are we doing" he said covering his face and shaking his head, Octavia walked over and grabbed his wrists gently and pulls his hands from his face "Murphy, look at me" she said softly "this is me, your not doing anything wrong" putting her sweater and coat back on she grabbed his jacket and started walking away and turned around "if you want to talk I'll be at the river"

Standing there for a min then ran after her and he slipped as he ran around the corner "damn it" he said as a stick smacked him in the face and he picked up speed knowing that at anytime a grounder could easily have Octavia and there was nothing he could do, he stopped at the top of a hill and looked down seeing Octavia washing her face with water and relief hit him because she was safe "Octavia" he yelled as half ran and half tripped down the hill "don't ever do that to me again".

She smiled " it was the only way to get you to come to the river" she said as took her coat, sweater and pants off and stepped into the water and turned her head "you coming?"
Murphy took his pants off as Octavia slipped into the water he walked in and over to her and she wrapped her arms around his neck pulling herself closer to him so that their chest where touching and looked into his eyes "I Know your scared of what Bellamy and the others will say, because of what happened before you found me" she paused taking a deep breath "but Murphy it doesn't matter what they say because....I need you" she stops talking and slowly loosens her rip on him but he pulls her back to him "yes I am scared of what they'll say but that only because I'm fraid of losing you because I need you to"