Forbidden love

Chapter 18

Octavia pushes herself off of him and smiles as she crashes on to the bed and this weird feeling came over her, she didn't know what it was but it was like she just wanted to be close to him like there was something she wanted him to say or do, laying there looking at the ceiling she rested her hands on her stomach as she tried to figure out what the feeling was that she just couldn't get to leave.

She's looked over at Murphy who was just there with his hands behind his head, he must of known she was starring at him because he turned his head "something got your attention" he smirked as her cheeks turned red and she rolled her eyes "jerk" she said jokingly then she looked back at him with a wild look in her eyes before she did a back roll and was up near the top of the bed smiling at him.

Murphy sat up and turned around and crossed his legs "what are you doing" he asked rising a eye brow an tilting his head, she shrugged before sitting first in front of him "I..I have a weird feeling, I can't explain it" she said as she looked at him like she was trying to tell him something, he grabbed her hand and pulled her off the bed as he stood up "c'mon, let's go for a walk and get some air" he grabbed his coat and put it on and smiled "it will also help you figure out what your feeling is" he said as they walked out the bunker door Lincoln looked at them "hey Murphy, keep her safe I haven't seen any other grounders but still, keep her safe "he said and Murphy looked back "I'd protect her with my lift" he nods.

As they walked in silence Octavia realized what the feeling was, what she wanted not that she could ever face it so she shook her head trying to focus on something else but she couldn't, noticing Octavia wasn't being herself so he put his arm around her "what's up with you today" he looks down at her, pulling her closer as they walked he stopped once he realized she wasn't going to tell him and she pulled away from him biting her lip and looking at the ground.

He walked up to her but she put her hand up to stop him and shook her hand "Murphy please don't, every time you touch me you send shock waves though my whole body and I don't understand why" she stood there starring at him waiting for him to do something, anything.

Suddenly he walked up to her and put his hands on her waist "and now?" He tilted his head "what do you feel now?" She felt her whole body start shaking and she bite her lip and lightly pushed him back but he wrapped his arms around her to stop her from shaking and pulled her closer so she was right against him "I would never do anything to hurt you" she put hands on either side of his face "that's not what my feeling is Murphy I trust you but that's not it" he kissed her lightly and smirked "I know that's sweetheart, I knew what it is"