Unfateful Desire

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

What did he want to tell me that he was so uneasy to say it directly.

"Go on I'm listening to you"

"You remembered, Zack told you that he will look after your mother while you'll be here so when he went to your place he found something terrible which he could not say himself"

By now I was scared, did mother fall extremely ill or was it her last days because the doctor did say she was extremely sick.

"No Rose, this isn't about what you are thinking. Your mother is alive and apparently she is not sick at all"

He turned to see my expression. If my mouth could open widely, it would have touched the floor. How can he say that! I have the doctor's reports about my mother's health where it is clearly stated that she is suffering from heart diseases and that she has been kept under treatment.

"No no, this can't be true, he must have been to the wrong address. I have been working hard to provide for her treatments, hospital bills and all her neccesities. My mother would not do that", my tears were flowing down my cheek by the time I stopped talking

Ian picked me up and placed me on his lap, rocking me back and forth, saying little nice words to calm myself. I was hugging him so tight and crying on his shirt like a baby. This is exactly how everyone will react if they learn about the reality of a non existent fairytale.

"Bu--t h-oow d-id he l--ea-rn that",

"He'll be here any moment soon to tell you everything, sorry love for what for own mother did to you. Don't worry everything will be alright",

Ian was trying his best to stop me from crying but how will he stop the pain that I'm suffering from. Why did my mama lied to me. And the reports they can't be fake, the doctor signature, this can't be fake also. How did this happen?

"Angel, Ian where are you both", Zack was searching for us, ready to drop the bomb on our head.

"Back here in the garden"

The hasty footsteps of Zack were coming closer and loudly whilst my breaths were becoming shorter.

"Breathe love", Ian said kissing my head

"Ian before I start telling you both this, you both should know that it is a fucked up shit, no one could of think like that", why was he giving us warning. Oh god please don't make the situation more complicated than it is already. I sent a silent prayer to god maybe he is hearing me up there..

"Soo let me start from the beginning, I arrived at your place at around 10 in the morning the day after I met you here. I was a bit shock that you come from this shaddy area of the city. Mostly no one goes there because it is part of the mafia's territory and locals are not allowed there. This was the first suspicion that I had that something is not right here. I went to the house number that you gave me. Upon knocking on the door, there was this old lady who opened the door, I thought it was your mother, any questions or can I continued"

"I was never told that this place were off limit to locals and it was the mafia's territory", I was perplexed by this piece of information, how was I living there without seeing that things were odd about this place. Maybe this is why, I would always see bulky men walking around covered in lot of tattoos and always carrying their gun. It makes sense now. Ian was quietly listening to everything next to me without moving a muscle in his body.
One should learnt how to keep calm in these situations from him.

"Later angel, so I continue, when I asked the old lady if she was Mrs. Samantha she told me that no she was not and that Mrs. Samantha was not at home. She gave me the hospital address saying that your mother went there for a personal work. I did want to meet your mother so I drove to the hospital. It was easy to get access to your mother's room considering that the receptionist was someone dear to me. I was walking towards the room when I heard this particular doctor. Dr.West it was, he was saying to his patient who turned out to be your mother that he could not keep falsifying the reports and keep prescribing her as his seniors were keeping an eyes on him. Mrs. Samantha said to him to keep doing his works as long as she keeps giving him money. And by money I mean a lot. It was then that I realised you have been lied to since god knows when Rose"

"The biggest question is why did her mother do that", Ian finally said after listening patiently to Zack while me I was too in shock to ask any questions. Better let me listen attentively

"This is why you have me little Ian, I did some more digging about this shit story and guess what I found, no one knows that her mother is named Mrs. Samantha. Just like the cherry on top of the cake."

No no this can't be true. Why was I being lied to. Why did my mother hide her identity from me. Now I don't even know her real name. What will I do with my life

"What exactly you are saying is Rose's mother isn't known as Mrs. Samantha and by what name is she known as?"

"This is another mystery. When I asked for her real name from the women, they told me to show them the mark on my back to make sure that I was one of them and that I can be trusted"

"Just fucking great, this is all messed up. Her real name is not revealed, her own daughter doesn't know her truth, fake documents about her fake illness. What is this", by the end Ian was furious. He was a raging fire, ready to burn anything that comes in his way.

I was long forgotten and it was better that way because if I hear more on my mother, I'll faint for real. Real pain comes from your dear one itself.

Standing up from Ian lap, I walked away and thankfully no one stopped me. I needed some fresh air to believe all these. Silently crying to myself, I felt a presence behind me. It was Ian as usual always present to calm and reassure me. He hugged me from behind while peppering light kisses on my neck and ear.

"Sorry love. It was such a harsh and dirty reality you had to learn today, I can't feel your pain but I'll try to remove it for you a bit"

He said as he continued to kiss my neck lightly until he found my sweet spot. He lightly and so gently sucked, bit and kissed my sweet spot. I know he won't take advantage of my vulnerability, I trust him.

"Ian I can feel your attraction to me and me too I felt it the first time you touched my hand but I ignored it and now I don't want the sensation to be left unattended.

Turning around, I snaked my hand around his neck, looking at him in the eyes and said something I did not think I'll ever do.

"Claim me as yours for this lady is ready to be yours",

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