Chapter 11

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So let's rewind a bit and let me clarify this. I spent 3 years loving the same boy, I spent 3 weeks lying about the fact that I am not good at math to get close to him and yesterday I discovered that in reality I am not in love with Lyon ... And I just realised I may have been in love with my best friend for a while... In what mess did I get myself into?

Did I know it or I just refused to acknowledge it? I am so confused right now and I don't know how to react. What am I going to do? Prom is in a couple of hours, I don't know if I am ready to face him? Do I want to speak to Rogue about it or will I just lie and never tell him? I am good at lying apparently so I could just lie, nobody will know it. But Now that I think about it, that's probably why our friends were so annoying about the fact that we should be a couple...Oh god, so lying is out of the question. I was going to continue thinking about my problems when I heard a knock on my door.

"Yeah?"

"It's Juvia? Can I come in?"

"Umm Yeah."

My sister came in and sat on my bed, looking at me with a smile on her face. She seemed a bit worried, but happy that I don't look like a mess.

"How is Kori-Chan doing today?"

"Good, I feel better, still confused, but better."

"What happened yesterday, you can tell Juvia anything you know?"

"I know, but I am a bit shy, you know..." I said, embarrassed. "You know that I had a crush on Lyon right...?"

"Juvia thinks everybody knows it to be honest."

I let out a growl, good everybody can read me like an open book, except the one I had a crush on.

"You also know that I had this stupid plan to make me fall in love with him? Well it failed.

"Oh no, did Gray-Sama tell him!" My sister exclaimed, worried. "Juvia told him to not say anything, he was so confused by your behaviour and it was hard to convince him to not tell Lyon."

"No, that's not it, but I still hope this idiot didn't tell him anything! Especially since it's not true anymore..."

"You just lost Juvia now... What happened?"

"What to do Juvia when you discover after 3 years that you're not in love with the person you thought you were?"

"Oh Juvia see... You don't have a crush on Lyon anymore and you feel weird about it."

"Yes." I said, looking down. "I saw him with a girl yesterday and it didn't even bother me, so I thought it was weird, so I questioned myself a lot and..."

"Juvia thinks you were just in love at first and you were confused when the feelings started to fade so you convince yourself that it didn't..."

"Maybe also to convince myself that I wasn't in love with my best friend...?"

"You mean...?"

"I think? I am not sure, but for a while I've been feeling weird around him and when..."

Before I could continue what I was going to say my sisters started squealing like crazy and took me in her arms. I was really confused now, why is she acting like this?

"Juvia is so happy to hear that!"

"Why?! Why are you so happy to know that I may be in love with Rogue?!"

"To be honest Juvia always thought you'd make a great couple! And Juvia also knows that Lyon has a crush on someone...But she didn't want to make you sad so she didn't say anything!"

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