Louis: You were so upset, you needed to leave, so you did. How dared he to talk to you like that?!
yeah, he had probably had a bad day, but that didn't make it better for you at all. Y/T has always been his favorite, no matter how much you were trying to make him proud, it didn't seem to work. In some way he was right..Y/T was more ambitious. But did that make you a bad person? You had just the pursuit of happiness. You didn't care as much about money as your dad and the rest of your family. You still weren't sure what you would be, but you wanted to be happy. You ran into the little forest near your house where your dad had built a treehouse for you when you were younger. You climbed up the ladder and sat on the floor, back against the wall. You know this moments when you started crying about one thing and end up crying about every little thing that went wrong? well, I had one of these moments, when I heard someone on the ladder. Maybe not the best place to hide..
My Dad and Y/T entered the treehouse and looked both extremely guilty. You weren't in the mood to deal with them and got up to leave, but Louis took your arm and put you in his arms. This was the moment where you broke completely. He shushed you and Y/T rubbed your back and soon joined your hug. After a while Y/T said:"Listen Y/N, what dad said wasn't okay, but you know he is sorry. But what you said isn't true at all. I love you and I wish I would be a little more like you..and I'm happy you're a girl. I couldn't wish for a better twin, okay? You are perfect the way you are!" Your dad just nodded, you knew he was truly sorry. You wiped your tears:"It's okay. I love you both, too. I'm just having a hard time, sorry." With that the three of you left the treehouse and started walking home.
Harry: It had been a while since your Dad had found out about your self harm problem. But Y/T hadn't and you were glad. Yes, you loved her, but you knew that she was your dads favorite, and you didn't want to give her another reason to be. Harry had sent you to therapy and you were doing quite well, but one day you broke down. You didn't know why, it just somehow happened. You were in your bedroom taking out the lighter and burning yourself. It felt amazing. You had been waiting for this so long. You almost cried out of relieve, when suddenly your door flung open. Your older brother stood in the doorway and just stared at you. He looked terrified and just screamed:"Dad." He didn't take his eyes of you and put you in his eyes. Your tears were soaking his shirt but you didn't care.
Your dad came, along with Y/T."what is going on in here?", your dad asked. Then his eyes found the lighter. His eyes became puffy and he whispered:"why Y/N? I thought it was getting better? Please, tell me why is this happening again?"
You felt your brother tensing:"wait, dad, you knew about that?"
He just nodded. Y/T asked truly confused:"what are you guys talking about?" "I self harm", you said. You could almost hear the 'click' in her head. She didn't think long, before engulfing you in a hug and saying:"please don't, I love you so much"
And that was the moment, where you understood that you shouldn't be jealous, because your whole family loved you both equally.
Niall: It wasn't exactly a good idea to go to this party. You were drunk and didn't remember much. You decided to start going home, because it was quite late.
After a walk, that felt like two hours, you arrived home and tumbled through the door. The lights flickered on and you were faced with your angry looking dad. "hey", you said.
"where have you been, young lady? ", your dad asked you. You could tell from his tone, that he was very upset. "I told you, I was going to the party. I'm sorry dad. I was jealous, because Y/T is allowed to do so much and I'm not. I was being pointless." He nodded and hugged me very hard:"I was so worried, after all your just 14, please never ever do this again to me. And I'm trying to be more fair, okay?" you smiled:"yeah"
You made your way up the stairs to go to bed, but your dad held you back:"but you're grounded, anyways."
You groaned, but you knew you deserved it.
Zayn: You woke up, when you felt someone kissing you on the forehead. It was your dad. You quickly turned your head and pretended to be asleep. That didn't work on your dad. He sighed. "honey, look at me please. I'm sorry. I will take you out and buy you everything you want!" You were crying before but now you were full on sobbing. You sat up in your bed and finally faced your dad. As he saw you crying, his eyes began to fill with tears."oh please, princess I never meant to make you cry."
"dad, please just listen to me once!"
He looked sadly on his hands, which were folded in his lap and nodded.
so you began:"look dad, I love you and I love Y/T as well. But I'm working so hard and get no credit at all! Y/T gets spoiled. She is being a brat and instead of you telling her that she acts rude, you take her out shopping. You know I never cared that much about money. I just want my dad to not be angry at me:/"
Now Zayn was already hugging you. :"I'm so sorry. I know it was wrong. But please don't say you don't get credit. I love you and I am so proud of you. Please tell me the next time I treat you unfair, okay?"
You were so happy and cuddled into your dads chest.
Liam: After the spanking you cried and cried. You locked yourself in the bathroom. You took a shower but you felt disgusting. Never ever did your dad do something like that. Wrapped in your towel you broke down again. Y/T was being jealous and here you sat with a swollen bum. A soft knock on the door interrupted your thoughts. Your dad:"Y/N, I'm sorry, Y/T told me everything."
You fought in your head..you didn't want to, but you loved your dad and couldn't turn down anything.
You slowly opened the door and looked in your dads face. All you saw was pure regret."look Y/N, I'm sorry..."
You held up your hand to signal him to be quiet:"Dad, I don't want to talk to you right now. I'm just disappointed in you, okay?"
with that, you left the bathroom and went into your room, with Liam hot on your heels." Y/N, please. You know I didn't mean to...."
You slammed your door in his face. That was to much for him. He opened the door with force and screamed with a red face:"HOW DARE YOU? BE A LITTLE MORE RESPECTFUL WITH ME!! OK I MADE A MISTAKE! I GET IT, BUT I'M BEGGING YOU FOR FORGIVENESS!"
You looked at him for the first time, and your temper got the best of you:"No dad, you're NOT BEGGING. Your not even sorry. You never listen to me and if you have, this would not have happened. But you FUCKING SPANKED ME dad! Can you imagine how humiliating that was? I know you can't so I will just leave now!"
You took your bag and pushed him out of your way. Before leaving you whispered sadly:"why dad? why did you destroy everything?"
A silent tear ran down your cheek, but you just wiped it away and left the house.
A/N OK guys,
I'm terribly sorry for not updating, but yeah here it is the requested part 2! I'm running out of requests so please request my lovely readers! I have almost reached 5K and I'm so thankful!!
I hope you like the update....not so sure about it:(
I want to make kind of a tradition...I want to tell you a song quote at the end of every chapter, so here we go!
"wether you fall or fly, well shit at least you tried."
-blue jeans, Lana del Rey
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