Suddenly his laughter turnt into sadness ... minhae jiminiee
It hurts me ... seeing you under me making love but you still not mine!!
It hurts me ... knowing that you love what I do to you not who I am and how I feel for you
It hurts me jiminie seeing you touchy with jungkook
It hurts me that I cant tell you no
It hurts me that you only come to me just to satisfy your desires
It hurts me how I have to stay away from you so I stop hurting myself but it still hurts ... I wish I have never fell in your love .... since the first time I saw you in high school I couldnt keep my eyes of you ...I hated when they mocked your accent ignoring mine...I took the opportunity to be your friend ..I misunderstood true love with friendship..it took me years my friend to realize how much I love you..
I wish I had not started this ....
Oneday you wont need me anymore ..cause you will got a lover but me.....I will just stay here broken crying over nights you are not with me...so better ending it now ...and forever
"Tae open the door I have been knocking for long ...please"
Tae was so caught in his mind he didn't hear the knock and his silent sobs didnt help him
"What is it hyung?" Tae asked hopi. Who was standing confused.
"You tell me tae ah..I asked jimin and he told me to ask you...what is wrong ..are..are you crying tae?"
"Hyung ...." tae threw himself in hopi's embrace holding him while crying and sobbing
"I..i'm n..not ok hyung"
"Is it something about jimin?? Did you like ..you know did that again"
"I ..I cant do ...do that...a..again...I I want to b..but I cant" said tae between his sobs
"Come on tae ..it is a big matter lets talk inside" with that hopi took tae into the room and sat on his bed holding him as if he was his own child comforting him until tae managed to stop crying and stay quiet
"Is that why are. You crying??...you want it but you promised so you cant do it again??..are you afraid that I would tell the managers?"
"A..anio I know it is wrong...but.."
"Tae listen to me ...it is soooo wrong not only it may break our band if any ARMY knew but also it may break one of you...at least one would be heart broken if he fell in love with the other...i'm protecting you my dear tae ..nothing more"
Suddenly tae started sobbing again higher this time
I'm the one hyung who is broken ... it is too late hyung ..I fell ..I fell in love and I cant let go .. I want to but I cant ...
"Omo tae qwanchana ...I got you love ..dont cry please..it breaks me "
Suddenly the door brust open showing jimin and jungkook both confused
"What is hyung??" Asked jungkook ..he may know ..may not know the answer 😎
Hopi glared at jimin who was currently holding jungkook and his smile is from ear to ear with his eyes so closed...
The glare went through jimin breaking his smile which soon faded and went to panicked expression
Tae told him??!!!!
"Kookie I heared you bought a new video game .. better than overwatch right?"
"Neah hyung ..me and jimin hyung will go try it now"
"Can you show it to Tae Tae also ..that may cheer him up"
"Qwanchana hyung..I.will..."
He was cut by hopi
"I need a talk with jimin"
"Me?..what did I do ?..." jimin pouted
"Go tae with JK "
"Come on hyung" said jungkook eyeing the two and taking tae's hand grabbing him before he could protest.
"Jimin... close the door"
"O..ok" jimin was hell nervous tae must have told hopi I seduced him..
"Jimin ah...why so nervous did you do anything wrong😏" asked hopi trying to get words from jimin's mouth.
"Hyung...minhae please dont tell anyone...I'm...just ...just a man and sometime i'm ...hyung dont tell anyone...I cant resist it ...and tae..tae is a good man with promises..he kept his promise to you..but..but I couldnt ..damn I have just made it harder on him ..but I just...I just cant" jimin couldnt form sentences probably ..but hopi was shocked with much information he got ...jimin was seducing tae all week
"Jimin...stop!! ..I dont want to hear more ... listen to me I think...I think tae maybe likes you"
"Likes me ??! .. uh who doesn't 😅 he is my best friend he must love me"
"Jimin ah ..I mean likes you not like a friend"
"Anio he is not!!!...he refuses me"
"Listen i'm not sure about that ..maybe i'm over thinking it ..tae is unexpectable you know...but I know he is suffering jimin .. I dont know why but I hope what I think is not right..." said hopi to jimin hopi was smarter than the 95 duet thought.
Jimin was speechless he didnt know how should he feel about that ..tae likes him?!..should he be happy sad or angry ... so he stayed quiet after all hopi is still not sure of it...maybe that was not the truth.
------------- meanwhile Taekook -------
"Um tae hyung ..how are you feeling??"
"Qwanchana kookie..but I don't feel like playing"
"Hyung I know I'm younger and you only share secrets with jimin hyung and Joon hyung but i'm here to listen too..I can help you" said kookie with a caring eyes ..he was aware of what is happening .
" nothing kookie.. just lets play .. I guess I can play now" said tae trying to change the subject.
"Ok hyung dont tell me it is alraight..but just I want to tell you..it breaks me seeing you crying and I cant help you .. so chepalyoo hyung talk to anyone .. and overcome this..and know that i'm here for......"
"Kookie..komawa" tae cut junkook hugging him tightly.
"O..ok lets...lets play" said kookie pulling himself from the hug probably blushing
Tae smiled and they started playing that made tae forget his problems for a while and enjoy himself ... they will start the tour soon so some play wont hurt right?.. tae's peace was cut when jimin interrupted.
"Ahhhm ...Can ... can I join you?" Asked jimin avoiding eye contact.
" sure hyung" said kookie eyeing tae's reaction before agreeing.
With that jimin sat next to tae . and they started playing as if it was the first time to play together when they first got the playstation as a jungkookie's birthday gift.... they went back 3 years in time.
"Hope you recover tae tae hyung ... and you realize it jimin hyung...💪🐰"
Thought the muscular bunny .
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Fiksi Penggemar"jimin..i'm..i'm so sorry i promise i wont touch you or hurt you again" Make sure to Read chapter "friends?" finally got the courage to write the story that has been hunting me this is a vmin book more like a kdrama i'm sure you will enjoy it...
