SAVE ME (VMIN)

25- guilty

"A beast like me have to lock himself forever" whispered yoongi to himself between sobs.

"Hyung open up" knocked tae on the door he kept knocking and knocking ... but no answer maybe he is not here after all .....

"Guys he is not here I guess or maybe he is ignoring me" said tae pouting...

Jimin knew how depressed yoongi was he just knew him but ignored it ...but he didnt know yoongi was like that because of him ..how he affects his hyung ...how yoongi wanted to protect him ...

"Ahhh ... I will go check on him" said the leader..

"Dont!! Just leave him alone..he may be needs some time alone" said hopi knowing his friend's bad mood.

Everyone went to watch videos ..end business or even playing games to the rest of the day the dorm was silent only the sounds could be heared no voices...

Jimin read one fan fiction...another another he was so..horny and without him knowing his hands reached to his pants bounding his "ignored member for a. Week" he started moaning with images of his friends playing with him.. words he read mixed.with his imagination ..photos poped up his head that felt so real ..and he promised not to push tae into things may be he didnt like him at the first place or maybe he was not interested in jimin's body or it possibly that jimin is not good at it!!

Jimin didnt care but he wanted someone to touch him now .. tae was gentle and let him top sometimes ..yoongi was scary and didnt know what limits meant

Tae = 3/4 pleasure +1/4 pain
Yoongi=1/2 pain + 1/2 pleasure and believe me the pain sometimes went unbearable to the shorter to take but he missed it.

Jimin was lost in thoughts when hopi came to the room.

Jimin quickly got his hand out from his pants looking innocently to hopi who didnt seem to care he was spaced out.

"Hyung what is wrong?..you seem distracted!" Asked jimin

"It is yoongi hyung..there is something he is hiding but I cant tell what! ..anyway I will find out what is he hiding sooner or later."

"W..what thing hyung?... I dont think he is hiding anything...he is normal just a little depressed." Jimin was having a panick attack .. he knew what yoongi was hiding and he is connected to it.

"Park jimin!!!! ... what do you mean by saying that?? Dont you see how much changes suga hyung did in the past months... ??!!!!!"

"Nope..he he didnt change he had always been like this" said jimin not able to look into hopi's eyes.

That made hopi suspicious so he got closer to jimin closer and closer until they were inches apart

"PARK.JIMIN.SHIII...do you by chance know anything ??"

"A..anio why would I ??..you know him better"

"I dont trust you tho" said hopi sitting comfortably on the bed

"Why would I lie..hyung??! It is not like I fear you or anything" jimin rolled his eyes

Hopi then went back to his bed looking to jimin

"I will find out myself anyway ...and oh dont masturbate in my lovely room that is disguesting ..go to the bathroom .." said hopi drifting to sleep

Jimin was shocked and panicking but he chose to shut up and go to sleep....

----------------- 2 am that day---------

Jimin couldnt sleep ..probably all the house were but jimin didnt ..he felt guilt towards suga hyung ... why didnt yoongi go to him ... whip him and fuck him hard ... tae didnt talk to him ..but why did he suddenly got his hands off jimin...

Is he waiting for me?? Should I go to him??... anio the last time I broke.down infront of him and he just continued what he was doing!!!.. but what if he had a real deep problem ?... should I ask him about it?!.. I dont want anyone to think of me as a slut but I do miss yoongi's touch ... aiiishhhh ..what is wrong with me ... I cant even stay in bed jimin thought

Then he got up from bed heading towards suga's room ..when he stopped...he heared it ...he heared everything .. suga was crying .. his heartless master sobs broke the night .. it was load enough for jimin to hear not loud enought to reach the boys' ears.

"H..hyung omo!!!" Jimin was about to drop his eyes .. when he entered the room without permission to see yoongi lying on the floor breaking down .

"HYUNG WHAT IS IT?? WHAT IS WRONG ??! " said jimin hugging his yoongi .. as if he was protecting him.

Yoongi pulled himself out and got further from jimin who kept chasing him and attacking him with hugs .. yoongi tried to fight him but he couldnt... he just cried more and more... it is this unfamiliar feeling that yoongi only had in certain occasions... he mostly cried from happiness when they recieved awards he cried but not that type of cry...

To be honest jimin felt the guilt eating him..but it was not his fault tho...

They stayed like this until yoongi got tired and stopped crying that was when jimin decided to open his mouth and talk

"Hyung..what happened??" Asked jimin in his most lovely caring warm voice.

Jimin didnt hear an answer from yoongi who stayed quiet and his eyes were fixed on his hands.

So jimin decided to bring yoongi up to his bed and when he did yoongi opened his mouth and said.

"Jimin..."

"Neah.."

"Get out" said yoongi coldly as if he was jimin's master.

"What?!"

"I S.A.I.D. G.E.T. O.U.T." said yoongi scarying the shorter his face got closer from jimin that made jimin melt from heat ... jimin was about to recieve a kiss and he prepared himself he wanted this feeling .. yoongi got closer from jimin's lips and jimin closed his eyes...it is the first time to yoongi to kiss jimin ... if tae hadnt taken the 1st kiss from jimin probably yoongi would have...wait

Yoongi then harshly pushed jimin on the floor ... he didnt kiss him ..

Jimin was surprised to the point his body stayed on the floor with out moving..that was cruel ..yoongi was creul.

Yoongi looked to jimin that scary face he kept was terrifying to jimin ..he only saw this face when he was about to recieve a session of pain ..that was what jimin called it.

Yoongi got up from bed and walked gradually towards jimin who wanted to scream or run but he was so weak... as the killer was coming to get him he stayed on the floor ...

Yoongi grab jimin's hair and pulled him outside the room then closed the door and locked it this time.

Jimin was surprised his eyes were widly opened...what was that?? It was as if 2 yoongis were fighting ... he felt 2 yoongis inside one...but little did he know that when the heart and the mind fight that causes real issues ...

"That is for your good jiminie .. please forgive me" 🍪