"Who was the man in your dream?" Asked tae..waiting for a reply from the silent boy.....
Jimin gulped.. "it was......"
"All of what we did was wrong...you are my best friend jimin...my fucking friend and nothing more ... bestfriends dont fuck"..."love only made by lovers which are not us jimin!!!"......"Uh you thought I wanted you for sex...kekeke stupid head..I rejected you hours ago remember"
"It was. .... suga hyung" said jimin.
His thoughts were trying to kill him the voices he got from his head. The many times that tae rejected him..all were haunting his soul..as if they were trying to concern him about what is going to happen. Tae is sure sweet but that didnt mean anything... jimin was the one always starting it...except for the 1st time of course it was tae (sex I mean)
Tae paused for a moment .. that hurted him as hell .. he then opened his mouth
"You must be missing him...dont you?"
"Tae it is not like...." jimin was cut by tae's scholding.
"I KNEW IT..IT IS SO OBVIOUS..THE WAY YOU LOVED JUNGKOOK'S HAND ON YOUR ASS THAT REMINDED YOU OF YOONGI HYUNG..OR THE TIMES YOU WENT TO YOONGI HYUNG WITH YOUR OWN LEGS...I THOUGHT YOU FELT SORRY FOR HIM..BUT IT IS YOU LIKE HIM..DONT YOU??!"
"Please answer me...dont you??" And here tae was at the edge he was going to cry right here right now infront of jimin.
"I DONT TAE ..I DONT LIKE HIM..please stop screaming." Said jimin going to tae and holding his cheeks .. attaching thier foreheads together..that was when tae closed his eyes and enjoyed jimin's scent .. his breath and his heart beating..a tear slipt from his eye but fortunately jimin was shutting his eyes too so he didnt notice or else he might have asked tons of questions...
"Tae i'm sorry ok??..I didnt mean to"
"Why are you apologizing it is me who should..I tried to take you away from someone you admire..you know i'm your best friend and I dont want anything to hurt you..I was so into protecting you that I forgot to ask you if he was something real for you...and minhae ..I didnt mean to and I will never again." Said tae pulling himself away.
"Tae I dont like him...not as you think.!!" Said jimin defending himself.
Tae deep down knew that maybe jimin was trying to hid it but it is sure now ...why did he dream of someone whom he doesnt like??..I mean dreams sometimes reveals what is it in our hearts.
"Jimin ..please stop it is not like i'm jealous or something..and By the way I got a crush on some girl..fucking with you was just a hormonal thing ..i'm a man after all ... I also thought it may help you as I thought you hated suga hyung..that caused me alot of problems with him and if you had told me ..I wouldnt have done that .. I would have supported you both . .. jimin..."
"I'm a Sex addict " said jimin tearing up.
Just a hormonal thing?? Is that was your feeling..just a fuck buddy.. bapo(fool) me I thought you maybe slightly liked me..but apparently ..you got someone already..why is my heart hurting thought jimin before opening his mouth for the 2nd time making sure that tae tae with wide eyes infront of him .. heared him .
"I'm addicted to sex of all kinds." Jimin got no response from tae..sure tae was going to hate him ..thought of him as a slut.
But jimin got nothing to lose.
"I mean ..I miss the touch not the person..and yeah I'm glad you finally fell in love with someone ..I hope you will be together soon." Said jimin standing up from the bed after hearing silence from the shocked tae.but tae pulled him back to the bed .
"I knew that"
"You knew??..is that was why you rejected me..cause you knew i'm a slut."
"I accepted cause I knew how much it hurts when you got addicted to something you cant have"
I'm addicted to you jimin.🐯💜
"Tae ..I tried ..but I couldnt I ...I dont know what to do..I got boners from slightest touches..and i'm always got these bad wet dreams..I cant release myself properly..handjobs ..and touching myself..it didnt help..I ..I have to have sex .I...I dont know what to do.." said jimin with a numb in his throat..it was the time when he faced himself
"Lets see a doctor then..what do you think?? I will go with you"
"Anioo..please dont ..if anyone knew that we will be fucked.up...(the band)"
"But jimin you.." tae was cut
"I'm trying to control it... look ..I passed 2 weeks without sex .. " said jimin hopeful
"That was because you tire yourself to the point of passing out"
"Yess that is it"
"But it is not healthy" said tae concerned.
"It would be hard at first tae..just can I ask you something.?"
"Anything jiminie"
"Could you please ..um ..you know when I ..I have to do it...could you please ..um help me"
Tae was hesitated at first. But then he nodded.
"I cant see you suffer..sure I will help you"
"I hope it wont bother her... she wont know anyway" jimin looked down laughing awkwardly.
"Who is she?" Asked tae carelessly.
"The girl you have a crush on"
"Uh ..that..neah she wont know anyway"
Jimin grabed his phone looking at the hour that was like 3 in the morning
"HOLY SHIT..I HAVE TO GO!!" Jimin hurred taking the lube with him.
"JIMIN"
"Hmm"
"Give me the lube I will take care of it"
"B..but.."
"No buts..you can survive without it..now go" said tae who sounded like appa NamJoon.
"Good night"
Jimin got out sneaking when he saw some angry girl ... coming from yoongi's room...he knew her ..she was ..that girl who had the fight with yooongi at Malta and the same girl who works now as a make up artist for the company
As if the managers trying to kill yoongi hyung jimin thought thinking of them attaching the annoying girl to yoongi's life.
But why is she coming from hyung's room at 3 in the morning...shit ...DID SHE..
....KILL HIM...OMO OMO OMO
Jimin panicked..running towards yoongi's room.
He knocked knocked and knocked.. but no answer the poor yoongi was sleeping
Shit .. jimin was about to go get help when the door was opened showing an angry yoongi who pulled jimin inside hurshly pinning him to the wall... locking the door after him.......oh boy it is going to be a looong night .
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It is short but I promise more to come...i'm just kinda of busy these day.s but I will do my best 😊💜 I purple whoever is reading this
I was writing this chapter when I got interrupted ..well let me say blessed with RM and Jin's post 🙊💜💜💜 you really dont know how much I love them and how much I feel guilty for making some wired story about them 😭😭😭 minhae yoooooongiiii oppaaaa
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Fanfiction"jimin..i'm..i'm so sorry i promise i wont touch you or hurt you again" Make sure to Read chapter "friends?" finally got the courage to write the story that has been hunting me this is a vmin book more like a kdrama i'm sure you will enjoy it...
