I get to the hospital and see Camz hooked up to all these machines and I begin to cry. I kiss her forehead and tell her how much I love her. I stay there holding her hand for 2 hours. Her parents walk in and scream and I still don't move just staring at her. Here parents leave 5 hours later but I still stay there holding here hand telling her old stories of our memories, that I hope she can hear. around 5:30 a.m. she wakes up and says nothing at first and then starts crying the nurse comes in and unhooks some machines and tells me to leave that I'm not urgent family but Camila tells her that I'm ok. I tell Camila I love her and she says "I love you too." She hugs me and holds me tight for a long time. I kiss her ever so lightly and she whispers in my ear, "I love you more than anything in the whole world Laur." I smile and kiss her sweet lips, telling her that if she ever feels the urge to try this again, that I'll be here to stop her for good. She falls asleep because of the medication shorty after and I kiss her on the forehead one last time before I leave. I walk outside to get in my car that's across and when I get in my car I know the love of my life is okay? Yes she's okay.
