I ran up those stairs fast I saw Camila's car I knew she was here. I ran up to the roof and saw Camila about to jump. I started crying and said Camila stop! She looked back and I saw fear in her eyes. She said, "Now you are here." "I always have been, do not jump Camila!" I said. "No I am jumping,you haven't always been here you've moved on, you have a new life and I'm not in it!" She screamed. I then said, "Camila what are you talking about everytime I hear your name I can't stop smiling, and everytime you text me I get happy!You making me happy Camila, God Dammit! I'm Always thinking of you and how much I miss you!" I screamed while I was crying hysterically. "No I need to leave Lauren you don't understand, and you'll be happier and can get back to your amazing life without me and the world will finally be happy!" She screams louder than ever while crying. I get closer and slowly turn her around, when she goes to jump but I grab her and pull her back she screams an yells. But stops I hold her for a few minuetes then I see the gun, I don't say anything about it because she's just crying in my arms and then I say, "Camz I love you, please never try to leave me again." She then says I just need to leave Lauren!" While crying so hard I can barley understand her. I kiss her forehead and say "You don't need to leave I'm right here." We both cry for about 20 more minuets, then she falls asleep. I get up to go get my blankets and pillows out of my car, for us to sleep on because I know she won't want to leave. As I was walking down the stairs I see the bullet. On the last stair and I say to myself, "Im glad that bullet fell out." As I grabbed the blankets an pillows and Im almost to the top I hear a gun load. I throw everything I have In my hands down the stairs and see Camila crying pointing the gun to here head. I run over there and grab the gun but its still In her hand she won't let go, it's pointed to her stomach instead, when she pulls the trigger and its so loud yet I screamed ten times louder she smiles and says "Ive always loved you Lauren." I tell her through my tears that I love her tooand she will make it through this. She closes her eyes and I scream "No you will not close your, eyes, no dont die on me!" Im crying harder then i ever have in my entire life. i I call 911 and wait there crying and saying this is all my fault repeatively. The police show up and say she's probably going to survive I get in my car and race to the hospital.
