PERFECT CHEMISTRY {1}

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Ryan Gray POV:

I take Natasha to my place, as I know her situation with her mum. She sits in my car in silence, looking out from the window, wondering. I try to start a conversation but there's no use. She sits in silence, she doesn't even move.

Once we arrive to my place I take her to the living room, where I attend her wounds. I run into the kitchen to get the first aid kit and then upstairs to get a blanket. I go into the living room and see her jumping on the sofa.

"You, you love how I move..." She sings out of tune.

"Natasha get down," I command, she looks at the blanket and the first aid I've got on my hand but she carries on singing.

"You'll...believe.." She gets her phone out her bag and pretends it's a microphone.

"Take of your clothes," she says, changing the song. For a moment I look at her weirdly cause that's not the words to the song, but then I realised she changed the song.
I scratch my forehead with my index finger and laugh a bit.

"Get...close,"she trips on her own legs and nearly falls of the sofa but I caught her. She puts her hands infront of her to stop me.

"Sit down, I need to look at your wounds." I say with the death stare. She looks at me and then slowly sits on the sofa.

"You love how I touch you," she goes back to God is a women.

She starts to laugh. Man she has a cute laugh. I apply some cream on her cut on her face which makes her jump back a bit.

"Sorry," I say and I re-apply the cream.

"It hurts," she says.

Once I finish cleaning her cuts. I take her to the bathroom to clean her up as the smell of vomit and vodka gets stronger every time.

"Okay how should I do this?" I whisper to myself.

"What did you say?" She says. She sayings  She squints her eyes.

"Nothing." I cover up. Okay so I've watched Knight and Day and Roy (Tom cruise) said that he closed his eyes when he was changing June . Maybe I should do that. I say in my head. This is going to be hard.

"Why did you bring me to the toilet?" She asks confusingly.

"Mr Gray are you planning to do fuck me in the shower?" She laughs. "Jokes,"

She laughs for a few more seconds before stopping as she sees the look on my face. Confused and weirded out.

"You need to have a shower," I say. She starts to undress herself right away.

"Errr... I know I'm hot but you need to look away." She stops halfway from taking of her bodysuit. My eyes widen at the structure of her body. Before clearing me throat and turning away.

"How do you turn on the shower?" She asks.

"You pull the little tube up and then turn the handle," I say still not facing her. She grunts as she pulls the little tube on the shower bit.

"It's to hard... Can you do it?"

Are you for real right now. I'm trying to avoid you and you want me to turn around and help you. God help me. Jesus help me.

I turn around and close my eyes cause I don't want to make eye contact with her or be looking at her perfect body. I pull the tube and turn the handle bit, whilst having my eyes closed cause that's just the gentleman I am. I leave the toilet and go to my room and pick up a t-shirt and lay it on the bed ready for Natasha. I can hear her sing a song out of tune. Singing is not meant for her.

I find the tube of moisturizer and put next to the t shirt and grab a towel to give to her. I leave the room and then kind of jog to the toilet which near of us were bothered to shut.

"Here , " I say with my eyes closed.

"Thanks ," I feel her grab the towel.
"Can you turn of the shower,"

"Er... Sure," I hesitate as I don't know if I should turn around.

"You can turn around."

I turn around. She's still standing in the shower but away from the water. Her silky hair is damp and turned black from the water. I watch the water drip slowly down her body *holy fuck , how can she look like that! Is she trying to tease me ? I walked right up behind her and grabbed her waist she hesitates for a second I could tell that the touch of my skin was making her nervous , she slightly turned around but slipped on the tiles while doing it but I caught her just in the moment , she was right there safe in my arms and it felt so right , so perfect , we never let go of our eye contact I could just see the love and pain in her beautiful eyes , adrenaline soared through my veins , the silence stretched thinner and thinner like a balloon blown big I had to break this tension between us , WHY IS IT THAT EVERY TIME I TRY AND MAKE U JEALOUS IT DOESN'T WORK ! WHY ARE YOU THE ONLY GIRL THAT REJECTS ME , MY DESIRE TOWARDS YOU DRIVES ME INSANE !!!
Her lips were moving yet i couldn't hear a word , the pounding in my chest seized me from answering her . Without questioning I pulled her in tight she was now wrapped around my finger , she's mine , she's all I ever want I slowly caressed her neck planting light kisses just to get revenge on her teasing me , she lets out a quite moan I know she's enjoying this I now know this is her weakness , her weakness is me! , I step forward and she steps back slightly ,  knocking the button which turns the shower on . I kiss her passionately as the water droplets hit us like bullets , all my feelings towards her poured into this moment , she was irresistible.