Be Mine - 19 Days FanFic

The Truth

This chapter contains 18+ scenes in it.

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"What?" Mo Guan Shan frowned slightly. "What do you mean 'yours'?" He wasn't sure why he still let He Tian stand so close, let him hold his face.

"I want you to belong to me. Be my boyfriend." He Tian said with certainty. "I can protect you properly if you be mine. I'll make the pain go away. I'll get rid of those fucking scumbags that touched you. But I want you to be mine first. I need you to be mine."

Guan Shan's heart rate exploded in his chest. Boyfriend? His? Is this guy fucking for real? "What the fuck are you talking about?" He pushed He Tian's hands off his face. "I-I'm not gay."

He Tian didn't back down this time. He stood his ground, not believing Guan Shan for a second. "I've seen the way you look at me, the way you blush when I touch you or make comments. When I told you I was hard before you wasn't disgusted, just embarrassed." He Tian backed Guan Shan into the glass window and leaned in close, inches apart. "I remember what happened on the train and just now on the couch. We almost kissed, twice, and I know you want to. I know you feel something romantic towards me."

He Tian cupped his face again, and leaned closer. Guan Shan listened to the words the raven haired boy spoke and knew deep down he was right. There was something between them that he couldn't explain. He'd definitely felt something towards He Tian that was almost romantic. He couldn't bring himself to stop He Tian this time; Guan Shan closed his eyes.

Soft lips touched Guan Shan's as He Tian kissed him. First it was slow and passionate, then it turned frantic and almost desperate. He Tian pressed up against Guan Shan and wrapped his arms around his waist. Guan Shan first put his hands on He Tian's biceps but moved them up his neck and into his hair, tugging slightly. This pushed He Tian further and he licked the redhead's lips. Guan Shan opened his mouth and let a tongue slip in.

Their tongues mingled and fought for dominance, He Tian winning the battle. He Tian had wanted this for a long time. He had thought and dreamed about Guan Shan for a while, but this was real. He Tian had finally made Mo Guan Shan his own.

He reluctantly pulled back and placed his forehead against his Mountain boy. "That's enough for now. Look, Guan Shan. I know this whole thing is new and scary and coming at a really bad time, but I'm not gonna force you to do anything you don't want to do. I'm also gonna take my time with you so you get used to everything."

Guan Shan looked conflicted. He felt conflicted. He Tian was right - this was new and scary, and also coming at a bad time. But somehow, it felt right, like everything had now clicked into it's rightful place. Guan Shan decided to explore this new territory. He blushed and looked away. "Don't tell anyone until I'm ready, okay Chicken Dick?"

He Tian grinned. "Sure thing, Mountain Boy." He Tian leaned forward again and kissed him on the forehead, causing Guan Shan to blush darker.

"Let me go make dinner." He mumbled and pushed out of He Tian's hold.

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For a couple of days after they became an item, He Tian had seemingly become infatuated with Guan Shan. He followed him around the apartment like a puppy and seemed to be constantly touching and kissing him. Slowly, Guan Shan became used to He Tian being stuck to him. He Tian kept his promise and kept his hands to himself during bedtime, but Guan Shan would always wake up to find He Tian cuddling him from behind.

When a few more days had passed, Guan Shan became more and more at ease. That morning, Guan Shan stared at himself in the mirror. The cut on his cheek and his split lip had scabbed over and the bruising around his eye had turned a dark purple. It wasn't the first time he'd been in a fight so he knew people wouldn't be surprised at the bruising and cuts.