Ghost Of You•• Sweet Pea {COMPLETED}

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Authors POV

"I'm sorry for your loss." The Doctor said excusing himself from the room leaving Julia and Sweet Pea alone. Julia was sitting on the table as sweet pea stood up walking over to her. "Don't touch me" she pushed Sweet Pea off of her. "Julia it's oka-" Julia stood up wincing from the pain "Don't you dare tell me it's going to be okay. Our baby is dead." She said pushing past Sweet Pea leaving him in the room alone.

Sweet pea pulled out his phone tears coming down his face.

"Fangs please take Toni and go to my trailer. Julia lost the baby. She isn't taking it well. Please take care of her I'll be home later." He told his friend and walked out of the hospital.

Julia walked into her home she shared with Sweet Pea and could feel the tears coming down her face. She couldn't handle the pain she was feeling physically and emotionally. Every time she thinks something was going good in her life it all just stopped nothing would ever go her way.

"Julia! Open the door please it's Toni and Fangs." Julia ran to her room and locked the door pushing the dresser up so they couldn't come in.
"I can't do it this anymore." She ran her fingers through her hair.
She stopped in the middle of her room and saw a pen and paper sitting in the night stand.
Julia walked over to the Pen and paper and started to write.

Sweet Peas POV
I couldn't stop the pain Julia was feeling but I knew if I could find her favorite thing in the world a little happiness would be something  right now. I spend about 2 hours driving around riverdale and greendale looking for Julia's favorite chocolates, flowers and foods from her favorite restaurants. Once I collected them all I headed home.
"Where is Julia" I asked as I walked through the door looking at Fangs. Fangs nodded his head towards his room "Julia and Toni have been in there for an hour." I nodded my head placing all of Julia's favorite things on the kitchen table and walking through the door of our room.
"I just want to say Julia, you are an amazing person and this is the start of something beautiful." Toni hugged Julia and I smiled "hey you two." I nodded my head leaning on the door frame "oh hey Sweet Pea. Fangs and I are gonna head out. She's all yours." I smiled and thanks Toni as she walked out of the room. I walked in closing the door behind me. "Hey baby." I walked up to her cautiously. "I'm sorry Sweet pea I was just upset" she ran over to me embracing me in a hug. "It's okay. I have a surprise for you." I grabbed her hand pulling her out into the kitchen.

"Sweet Pea. You did not buy all of my favorite things." Julia slapped me in the Are I smiled at her reaction. "I know this is going to be hard." I started turning and facing her "but we will get through this. I love you Julia. I guess it's not time for us to be parents right now but we will be parents one day. I won't want to spend my life without you. Seeing you run out of the hospital room tonight made me realize kids or not your the one I want to be with. I never want you to be with someone else. I want to grow old with you. I want to make you happy for the rest of our days. No matter where we are no matter where we go. You and me against the world. Good or bad I want us forever." I reached into my pocket getting down on one knee.

Julia's POV
Sweet Pea got down on one knee and my hands cupped my mouth. Tears started streaming down my face.
"Julia. Will you marry me?" He asked and I grabbed his face pulling him up towards me. "Of course I will you idiot!" I kissed him as hard as I could. He pulled away pulling the ring out of the box and placing it in my finger.
"I know we will still be sad for a while but as long as we are together we will get through this." He places a kiss on the top of my head. Fangs,Toni and Jug barged through our door and yell at the top of their lungs. "CONGRATULATIONS!!" I smiled at our friends and pulled them into a group hug

"your guys knew about this!!" I screamed "yes! We've known he was going to ask for the past month. He wanted it to be special and I think this is perfect. You deserve the best Julz" Fangs said pulling me into a hug, I hugged my best friend back.
When everyone finally left our trailer sweet pea and I laid in bed. "Are you okay Julz" he looked at me and I nodded holding back tears.
"What wrong" He sternly said and I looked away "I'm just really upset about the baby. I feel like I should have taken better care of myself. I don't know Pea I just feel empty. Even though we just got engaged I should be happy but I'm not. I'm miserable Pea. I just can't shake this. It's not something I'm going to be able to get over because I got a ring now." I said a bit harsh towards Pea.
"I didn't propose to you in hopes it would make things better Julia." He said getting out of bed. "But you did do it. You did it on the day I came home from the hospital after being told I lost my baby." I ran my fingers through my hair.
"I'm not saying I'm not happy about it because I am! I just think maybe you should have let me processed losing my baby first." I stood up walking over to Sweet Pea.
"Our baby" He half whispered
"What?"
"Our baby Julia. You lost our baby. That baby wasn't just yours. It was ours. We are both upset about this." I laughed at his words.
"Yes I lost our baby Sweet Pea. Yes we are both going to be upset but I physically feel empty right now! I was carrying a child I could feel that baby inside me growing every single day. But you didn't. You won't ever understand what it feels like to be in my position!" I screamed at him. "So what I'm feeling is invalid. I'm not allowed to be upset About it this! God damn Julia I can't believe you. I tried to make today special. I planed this months in advanced and yeah everything thAt happens I thought it would cheer you up. But I guess I was wrong!" He walked out of the bed room red in the face. "
"So what is that suppose to mean! Do you not want to get married to me!" I screamed following him into the living room
He stopped in his tracks turning around to me his face soften.
"I never let those words slip out of my mouth Julia. Do you not want to marry me?" I looked down at my finger and back up to him not knowing what to say. He laughed a little
"I think I have my answer." And with that he walked towards the guess bed room.

"I'll see you in the morning." Sweet Pea turned around and shut the door behind him. I let a tear run down my face.
I was upset about losing our baby. Ever since I came back to the south side everything had been going bad for Sweet Pea. I made his life worse.
I didn't want him to hurt anymore.
I hate hurting him.
I ran into our room and locked the door behind me.
I let my body slid down the door crying into my hands.
I knew what I had to do, it might hurt Sweet Pea but I knew in time he would heal because the longer I stayed here in Riverdale the more I would be a burden on his life.