Where are They? |Seven Deadly Sins|

Episode Estarossa: Season 3

Okay, yo make this clear. This is a Estarossa, Meliodas and Zeldris book. All 3. It seems like 2 so far, but I have plans... now shhhhh.

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(This is Estarossa's thoughts and is about him.)

'(Y/N), how are you still alive? I saw, I was there when it happened, or at least what I thought happened.'

Estarossa took a deep breath. It isn't like he doesn't want to see her. He was in love with her. But it wasn't just him, it was all of the brothers. They all loved her in some way or form. The only problem is, they all loved her.

He was tired of this. All the nights thinking about what he did. If only he was strong enough back then to help. He could have saved her. All the guilt ate him alive. He just wanted to make them happy. He hated that he was so weak. Even his younger brother was passing him in everything. It was like he was the runt of the litter. He got the Commandment of Love due to his weakness. They only reason he was even in the Commandments was because of her. But he got her killed because he was weak. 

The Commandment stared off into the distance after thinking of the girl he thought he got killed. He didn't pay attention to the conversation that was going on around him. Though he never really cared in the first place. He was always the runt, even if he got stronger. He would always be out of place in this group of demons. 

"Brother." Zeldris stood in-front of the sun. 

"Can I help you, Zel?" The brother with silver hair, that looks a lot like Meliodas' hair, asked calmly. 

"How do you feel about the plan?" Zeldris asked in a very impatient voice. He stared at his brother with no emotion on his face. (Meaning, he looks mad.*Shrugs shoulders*)

"I could really care less." He looked at his brother with one eye open. "Could you move? You are blocking the sun." 

Estarossa was annoyed. He hated the fact that Zeldris was in-charge. Let alone trying to include him in their every plan. It wasn't like he really cared about his opinion. The only people that has ever cared would be (Y/N) and Meliodas. Even if Estarossa was a disappointment at least his brother knew that he was smarter then him. 

'(Y/N)... what really happened? How are you still alive?'

He didn't know how to take this. He was the reason she died and he believes that she thinks that as well. She didn't even say hi to him when she reached them. The first thing she did was yell at Zeldris to catch her then ran off to Meliodas. 

Why wouldn't she ever look at him? Was it really his fault? Did she really think so, or was he so invisible that she did't notice him? All he wanted to do was sleep. He wanted to forget all this stupid stuff that is going on. Was it really this important? If so, then what was the real reason for this. Everyone knows that the only person that should be alive at this time was Meliodas. Maybe Elizabeth, but she dies all the time, so there is really no reason to count her. 

"Estarossa. Galan has returned," Zeldris paused, "At least, in a way."

He isn't give a crap. He didn't care about this stupid "mission" or the fact that the Commandment of Truth returned. He would rather leave this band of idiots. They were strong but it was obvious that the other team was stronger. They had Meliodas and (Y/N). Those two can wipe out the entire planet if they wanted to. (Y/N) could do whatever she wanted whenever she wanted. 

"You killed Meliodas?!" Zeldris shouted in anger.

"Yes, then that stupid, thing came. Whatever she was, she was not human. We should watch out for her."

"(Y/N). Her name was (Y/N) (L/N). She is the balance of life. She hold death and life in her hands. She is more powerful then the Demon King, Meliodas, and every Goddess out there. We don't stand a chance against her." Estarossa said to the group. He opened his eyes when he found out that the Commandment of Truth was beaten by his friend. He found this very amusing and surprising. 

It was very obvious that the Commandment did not kill the ex-Commandment. Though he can not lie he was not right. He was both wrong and right. He did in-fact see them killed, but that does not mean that they are dead. Estarossa could still feel his energy. 

"How do you know her?" Gloxinia asked the Commandment of Love.

He looked at the fairy. He hated that he said anything. What was it to them on what he did? Did it really matter on what he did? Was it their business? He hated this place. If he had the chance he would have gone with Meliodas. He hated this race were everyone only want to kill. They don't care about anything else. No love, no life, no mercy, no charity. But, he couldn't say that any of the other races was any better. They all had problems. 

"Same reason I do." Zeldris looked at the mountains in the distance. "I believe."

'Like he would know anything. I was the one that found her first. I had the first connection with her. Yet they stole her from me.' 

Another reason why he hated it there. His brother. He lost what really happened. He lost the memory of Zeldris beat Estarossa to a pulp because he was jealous that he brought the person home and didn't have to hide her. He got jealous that he got to spend time with her while his was love was dead. 

What a great story the family had. He wished that it would just go away. He hated this family. He wasn't a warrior. He wasn't a fighter or killer. He wanted to be normal. Live like a human of fairy. 

"It's okay Estarossa. I'm always with you. You remember that right? I told you this before I was taken. It's okay. I'm always with you. I will always be with my little Esta. Remember, it wasn't your fault. You didn't do anything. Meliodas misses you. He regrets not taking you two with him. He loves you two. He loves his little brother, Estarossa. He loves teaching him. He hated that you never thought you were good enough. You were perfect to him. He misses you a lot."

(Y/N) spoke to him in his head. She always had a way of telling his emotion, even if it has been 3,000 years and more. 

And for the first time in a while, Estarossa, the Commandment of Love gave a smile that could light up the night sky. He was after all called the Commandment of Love for a reason. 

And if he were to have a sin, it would be the sin of love, for he has to much love for this world and the people in it. He could never hate anything or anyone. Even if they killed for no reason.

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Making this clear. Where it says hate, or he hates this, and stuff. He doesn't hate it. He loves it. But he doesn't always enjoy it. It is hard for him because he is the "runt" of the group.

Word Count: 1233

Published: November 5, 2018

Not Edited.

(Because this kinda got confusing, you can ask questions if you need it cleared up. But for the most part, it is right where it needs to be.)