Episode Zeldris: Season 3

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Okay so, I'm sitting in my car, chilling at school. My phone is at 40% and I have nothing to be because new school so no friends and my sister disappeared.

 My phone is at 40% and I have nothing to be because new school so no friends and my sister disappeared

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So I thinking about some stuff... and I stopped because I'm bored. So then I'm going to start this chapter.

So yah

(BTW, I'm 14)
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I accidentally did this in 1st person. 

When I was little, he always hated the world. The Goddess were a nuisance and my brothers were stupid. It was plain and simple. I hated the demons and the other races. (Okay it is sooooo hot right now, and my heater just turned on... HELP) I hated that everything was about his brother Meliodas. Why wasn't about him, he was the youngest. Estarossa was a weakling, I was always getting in the way. I wanted to be the one that everyone looked up to, or at least cared about. 

Then (Y/N) came along. Estarossa bring her one day. She wasn't even afraid of Father when he almost killed her. She had a poker face on as if it was nothing. Then something happened that was horrifying and amazing at the same time. She smiled at Father. She had that look on her face that told Father to try her. She looked at him with no fear. She didn't care about one of the most powerful creatures trying to kill her. 

Then father started yelling at Estarossa for bringing this "creature" to his realm. He brought his sword up to strike at my brother. In that moment i realized even though I hate him, I need him in my life. Meliodas looked at the girl with a look on his face that said 'save his butt, or I'll kill you.' The girl didn't even need to look at Father when she saved my brother. She had her back turned to him the entire time. With this sign of disrespect, Father got furious. His magic swirled around him with great force. It scarred me to death, maybe even Meliodas, but no the girl. She stood there with her back turned. She was whispering something to my brother, Estarossa calmed down, he wasn't shaking as much. 

The girl turned right as Father was going to kill them. She didn't move a muscle as Father was thrown back into the wall. Her words still haunt him today. They bring shivers down all of our spines. This was the first time I was terrified of her. I couldn't think about anything else as she turned to Meliodas and me. She waved her hand. I thought she was going to kill us, but it was a wave telling us to go to her. Out of fear, Meliodas and I walked up to the girl. She smiled at us and touched us on the head. I don't know why she did that, but it was like we could feel her from every direction. She was always there. 

She was the reason why I started to care about what happened in my life. I wanted to know if she was okay. I needed to know if my brothers still felt her. She was the reason why I found Gelda. 

After this I wanted my brothers to be safe. I didn't care about how they acted. I wanted them to be happy. Did I show this to them? Of course not. All they know was that I was still cold hearted. I had no love in my body to everyone else. 

I felt broken when Meliodas left. I thought he was stupid. I had him once more. HE hurt Estarossa and me. I thought he cared. He was a jerk with no love in his body. It was that stupid goddess' fault. I hated her. She was so stupid. He fell in love with that stupid goddess and hurt us. We were trapped in that seal because of them. I said that I would kill him. I don't know what he did with (Y/n) either. She was gone, we could't feel her anymore. Meliodas killed her. Or at least we thought he did. 

When she came falling out of the sky yelling at me to catch her, I thought I was the luckiest person alive. She remembered me. She wanted my help, she wasn't dead. When she told me that everything was not as it seems I didn't know what to say. What did she mean by that? Meliodas. Why did she want to save him. He betrayed her trust. He killed her, yet she wanted to save him? Why is it always him? Why is he always the favorite?

I never thought that there was something else going on. Why did Meliodas really betray us? What made him break? Why did he trust the Goddess over all of us? We were there for him. Why did he do it? Where we really that unimportant? His brothers loved him.

After he betrayed us and we got sealed away, the anger got more fueled. Hatred grow more and more. Inside all of us, we hated everything, even each other. The only calm one anymore was Estarossa. He took this in a way no one else did. He had peace in his soul. Or at least it seemed so. He can't hate people in the first place because of his commandment. But what troubled me was, when ever I tried to include him he would ignore me or give me boring answers. I felt like I was the only one in this family that actually cares about the others. 

I wish that I was the one that got taken care of by my big brothers when I was little. I wish that people actually seemed to care about me I some sort of way. I seem like a strong man from the outside, but on the inside I am breaking from everything. How am I supposed to take all the responsibility when I am this age. Compared to my brothers, I am a baby. Yet, no one cared about me. They shoved more and more onto my plate everyday without thoughts on how I feel. 

(Y/N) was the only one that understood. She shared her stories with me about how she felt when she was little. She was always pushed around by people around her. She snapped one day and released her powers. She killed everyone in a 100 mile radius. She said she felt on pain from what she did. When she told me that I released that all of us have something uncommon with us. 

Meliodas and her have the same anger limit. They both will kill anyone that has hurt them in a mental or physical way. If they hurt someone that they love then they wouldn't be alive. She and Estarossa are calm in tough situations. When they are faced with a hard decision they both use there head rather then going straight into violence. (Y/N) and I both have unloved feeling. We both felt like no one cares. We put our heart and souls out there but it always comes back without a trace of love from someone else. 

She was my light. She help me through everything. I miss her. I miss Meliodas. I miss Estarossa. I miss Gelda. It wasn't an of their faults. I know that. I just want the truth. Is the to hard to get an answer? Why won't anyone answer me? Please, I feel like I'm dying.  All I ask is the truth. Why is it so hidden? No one will give a a straight answer. 

Please.

Before I die inside. 

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I'm so so so sorry for the late late update. I'm failing math so, I have been stress. I promise once this tri is over then I will update more often. Again, super sorry. You can all kill me later, but please hold off to after the story is over. 

Like last chapter, any questions, ask me.

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Published: November 10, 2018

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