I really wanted to write a lot of stuff but I don't have a lot of time .
I'm already fighting myself for these words
First of all I did not do it for attention
Obviously I can't get attention like this .
Second of all I was really thinking about it since a very long time
Now it's only appropriate to do it .
I'm sad that I didn't have the time to watch all the anime I wanted to watch ( and tell Matt I swear I didn't watch it because of Shadow )
I'm sorry that I didn't go to Japan with you
I'm sorry that I didn't finish any chapter of my book .
I really wanted to write that ,
I'm sorry for basically everything I wanted to try but I didn't
I swear I'm not trying to victimize myself ..
I just did it cause I'm so sad and tired all the time and I'm tired of making the people around me feel like shit
I'm sorry mom I couldn't get you those things you dreamt about
I'm really sorry ...
To my girls keep my funeral like me .
Kick out all of those who I hated I don't want to be annoyed even up there
And for god I'll talk to him
I'll tell him everything
I'll make him make all of your wishes come true
Please forgive me
My heart is just too weak for all of this
I'm really sorry mom
I'm really sorry dad
I'm really sorry Matt
And most importantly I'm sorry for shadow
And I'm sorry for every one of you .
I hope by doing this I can break free .
Finally!
YOU ARE READING
Cigarettes .
Teen FictionHe was the one that dodged every barrier to Get what he wanted , he couldn't let her walls prevent him from having her heart . he knew that he needed to be the man that she didn't expect , cause surprises were something that hardly came across he...
