Beyond The Pale

first time

Monty's POV

I carried Ashe inside and did my best to get his little suit off of him and his jammies on without waking him up. He stirred a few times, but when I laid his little head on his pillow, he was out cold. I turned his night-light on, and made my way to Raina's room. She was sitting on the bed, her head in her hands. "Tonight could've been bad." She said with a shaky voice. "I'm glad it's over." She finished. I kissed the top of her head and made my way to the bathroom that was attached to her room. She had a giant garden tub, so I plugged it, and filled it up with water and bubble bath.

She was still sitting on the bed in the same position when I grabbed her hand and led her to the bathroom. "Babe, you didn't have to-" I shushed her with a kiss. "You need to relax, just let me take care of you, okay?" I replied, and she nodded. "Will you unzip by dress?" She asked lightly, and she held her hair out of the way as I slid the zipper down her back. She shrugged it off her shoulders, and I felt my throat get tight. I had never seen her naked before. We hadn't had sex yet. Not because we didn't want to, we were just waiting for the right time.

"Here, babe, you relax and I'll make the bed in the guest room and clean off the sectional," I tried to excuse myself, but she grabbed my hand, letting her dress slide the rest of the way off her flawless body. "Don't leave. Stay with me." She begged, and I couldn't tell her no. I tried not to stare, but everything about her was enticing to me. Her ass was round and perfect, and so were her breasts. They were a lot bigger than I thought they were. She also had tattoos on her stomach, and a few on her back. Tattoos I had never seen, but that I wanted to memorize, that I wanted to kiss, all of the above.

"Wanna get in with me?" She asked playfully, and I raised my eyebrows at her. "You really want me to?" I questioned, but she set to work at taking my tie off and unbuttoning my shirt. I unbuckled my belt, unbuttoned my pants and kicked off my socks. She said my shirt off me, and ran her hands over my chest, wrapping her arms around me and lightly ran her fingers down the curve of my spine. She kissed me, painfully slow, melding herself with me, and at first I was unsure of where to put my hands. As if she could sense my indecision, she grabbed my hands and placed them on her sides, urging me to touch her.

I picked her up, never breaking contact with her lips and went ahead and ditched the bathroom. I carried her to the bed, stopping long enough to close and lock her bedroom door before I crawled on top of her, exploring her body with my hands, mapping out her skin with my fingertips. "Hey, Monty," she said, her breath shaky, and I gave her a light hmmmm in response. I was trailing kisses from her thighs to her stomach, and every so often she'd let out a sexy sigh, or a moan, and it would just fuel my desire for her.

"I want you, Monty." She said finally, and I nodded, taking one of her breasts in my hand and sliding my tongue over her nipple, my fingers toying lightly with her free boob. She moaned without abandon, watching me through half lidded eyes. I stopped long enough to ask her if she was sure, and she nodded profusely, so I stood up and removed my boxers, climbing back up on the bed with her, placing myself between her legs. I was so hard, I was throbbing just thinking about the fact that I was about to slide into the love of my life for the first time.

She looked at me, begging me to enter her with her eyes. "Baby, condom?" I questioned distractedly, and she shook her head. "I don't have any.. Do you still want to?" I nodded, biting my bottom lip. I was nervous. Just because I loved her so much, and I wanted nothing more than to satisfy my baby, to take care of her. "Monty, please." She begged, and that was all it took. I lined myself up with her and slid into her slowly, watching her chest tighten up as she held her breath. The feeling was... so much different than a typical hookup. Everyone always says it's better when you love someone. I believe that 100% now.

She moaned and looked up at me with nothing but adoration in her eyes. I was going painfully slow; I wanted my first time with her to last as long as possible. It was so intense, every time she would moan, it would send shivers down my spine and I would grip her thighs to keep myself steady. I looked at her, naked and laid out in front of me like some sort of godsend, and in that moment, I was so sure of everything I'd been thinking the last few months. She really was the love of my life, and I was so happy she was allowing me to make love to her.

I could feel myself getting closer and closer to an orgasm, but I refused to get off until she did. But, just when I thought I couldn't resist the urge anymore, her back arched and my name fell off her lips as gracefully as a prayer as she came. I continued thrusting, sloppily, hungrily, as I planted a kiss on her lips and she pulled me into her closer. "I love you, Raina." I said breathlessly, and she kissed me once more. "I love you baby," she breathed as I thrust into her once more, not bothering to pull out as I came. She didn't seem bothered by it but I made a mental note to ask her if I needed to buy condoms for the next time.

We caught our breath, the two of us laying together on the bed for a few minutes. I could hear her phone ringing from somewhere underneath us, and we laughed and wiggled our way around until she found it. It was Jess, letting us know Rosie's had been packed after the dance and she was just now leaving. Jeff had texted her too, letting her know they'd be arriving within the next 15 or so minutes. I stood up, opening the drawer to the dresser that Raina let me keep my clothes in, pulling out sweats and a t-shirt.

"Babe.." She said softly from the bed, and I turned to look at her. She crawled toward the foot of the bed and puckered her lips for a kiss. I smiled widely at the sight of her, meeting our lips with eagerness. "I love you, baby." I muttered, and she assured me that she, in fact, loved me too.

"Don't forget your bath," I called, making my way towards the door so I could get everything set up for our friends to stay the night. "May have to warm the water up a little though." I chuckled, and she closed the door behind me. A few seconds later, I could hear the sound of the water running. I cleaned the toys and such off the sectional, each end conveniently pulled out to make a bed, plus there were two twin beds in the guest room upstairs, and a futon in Ashe's room that went untouched. I straightened up downstairs and in the kitchen, just so she wouldn't have to get up to do it the next day. At some point, I missed Jeff, Clay and Justin walk in, and they stood in the living room, watching me clean with wide eyes and goofy grins on their faces.

"Dude," Clay broke the silence, and I turned to face them all. "You are really in love, huh, Monty?" He observed, and I broke out into what I knew must look like a ridiculous grin. "Jensen, to be honest with you, I think it's so much more than love."