the way he feels ↳ ashton irwin

the note

to whom may have found this letter,

so I guess this is how it ends right?

A pill bottle in one hand and me laying down on my bed in my best band shirt. I better have picked a very good one. I'm sorry that I am not sorry for having to come to this though. I'm not sorry for wanting to be with her. I hated being away from her and I just want to hold her one last time. if you only knew how much happiness she had brought me , even though she never bothered with me , you too would understand why I ended my story so quickly. This girl was my love ; the only one who had brought brightness to my life and was the warmth in this cold world.

I know that I wasn't one to be a good example

But no one deserves an ending like mine or Christies.

No one deserves this.

But it was my happily ever after.

and I'm perfectly fine with it.

sincerely ,

Ashton Fletcher irwin