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   Dear Diary......,

    I am SICK and TIRED of the foolishness. I hate him and his dirty bitch. I'm so close to my breaking point right now. I'm tired of the games and lies. I don't ask him for much. Just send a little money and watch King & ZaZa sometimes. Picking my son up from school at least once won't kill him either.
    Who am I talking about? My sad,no good, tired baby daddy Huey Freeman. I've known him since I was 10.
    We were childhood best friends in Woodcrest. When we was 13 I developed feelings for him but I never bothered to tell him because I was scared of what he would say and reject me. He was more focused on being a revolutionary and changing the world. So I tried to let it go but it just got stronger.
   At 16 he told me he felt the same way I did. He wanted me to be his but he wanted to take it slow. I was on a high and no one could take that high from me. He was my everything.
    Weeks after his grandfather died one night changed everything. Everything was perfect and our relationship was going stronger. We was 18 and he told me he loved me and only me. He said he wanted to take things to the next level and we was ready. He promised to give me everything,to take care of me and to always protect me. Lies. He made me feel so beautiful,safe and loved.
      We made love and that love resulted in my son, Kingston Drax Freeman. I was scared,terrified and paranoid but being his mom was the best thing that ever happened to me. Our son showed us real unconditional love. I changed for the better and I fell more in love with Huey. I was ready for us to be official.
     I wanted to be his wife. Only one problem was he wasn't ready. He said in time he'll be ready so we'll wait it out. I waited. Only I didn't get a ring. I got pregnant AGAIN.
     My entire second pregnancy I tried crying,begging,tantrums,hints, seducing him,withholding sex,passive aggression ANYTHING. Nothing was getting through to him so I gave up. He convinced me we didn't need that. I just accepted Huey and I will live in sin as long as I had my little family.
   One day while I was on bed rest trying to relax I find out this bastard was cheating. I suspected he was cause I could smell another bitch all over him. When I found out I just exploded and lashed out all over him. Why would he betray me like this? After all that we have been through together? I packed my shit took my son and left his ass.
    I was still so angry and so frustrated I went into labor the next day. I gave birth to my baby girl Eliza Penelope Freeman. I hated my daughter had to be born under these circumstances but she was fine and healthy.
   At the hospital Huey apologized and begged me to come back home and we could be a family again. I told him I was done with him and he can be with that bitch he cheated on me with. And you know what? He did. When he started dating that slut I just came to the conclusion he never wanted to be with me and I was just there at his convenience.
   So here I am a single mother with two young kids. Don't get me wrong I live for my children and I'd die just for their wellbeing. I love being a mom. I just hate dealing with their father.
   1)He's always with that rat. He always has her around my kids no matter how many times I tell him "I don't want my kids around this new bitch". He won't be satisfied till I pull up in my Jeep and run them both over. What's funny is he's trying to call me bitter because I don't want her playing step mommy with my kids but if I move on and find a new guy here he comes calling with whatever bullshit about niggas around our kids. Jealous much?
    2)When I ask him to watch them or take them when schools is out(weekends/summer ) but conveniently he's soooooo busy. My son just turned 5 in June and all he wanted was the day with his daddy. Supposedly he had to work overtime. But I know that's a lie. Once I went on a girls trip with my friends to Mexico and getting him to get his kids was like pulling teeth. How many excuses does he have? Make some time for your kids and maybe pick them up from school and daycare.
     3)Lastly theses kids are NOT cheap. I have to get them clothes,school supplies,pay bills, rent and put gas in the car. Not to mention they keep growing everyday and eat me out a fucking house and a home. Maybe their cheap ass daddy should slide some money over here and put in some groceries. After college he took a job writing for the newspaper. He writes for some websites & magazines too. So I know he makes enough money to financially contribute. I bet he spending it all on that cum rag tho with his trick ass.
     I'm not saying Huey is a deadbeat because he loves raising his kids . I'm saying he could do better. Particularly on our communication. We are going to have to make this work. We have to get along for the sake of our children.
    I'm really trying to be nice here but he's testing my patience. If he doesn't step up and make some changes my lawyer father and I are going down to that direction and force him to make these changes. I'm pretty sure he won't like that. Honestly I wouldn't like that either because I don't really need my father,Thomas Dubois, involved and I'm still in love with him. But I have to make myself clear.
     Well that's enough for tonight I have to give ZaZa her little bath and King wants to watch a movie.

      Well that's enough for tonight I have to give ZaZa her little bath and King wants to watch a movie

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/end chapter/ well that's its. Jazmine is fed up with her ex's BS. Huey needs to get it together. This isn't chapter 1 this is just a rant/intro. This is just another test drive so leave honest feedback. Thank you hand don't forget to vote

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