Anime/Vocaloid x reader (lemons/fluff)

Tomura x reader 'circus monster' (bnha/vocaloid)

Edited

Ok, I'm unsure if this is clear or not, but it was supposed to be diary entries over a period of time, so perspective and shit is wonky but anywho

(caution: spoilers to the stain arc, and possibly farther)

Quirk: Cancel and Copy - user can cancel any quirk, and steal it momentarily. Kind of like a mix between Class 1B's biggest jackass and Mr. Caterpillar (aka Monoma and Aizawa)

Time is dead and gone. Show must go on. It's time for our act

Another mission so soon? It seems that's what All For One wants... So soon after Stain was captured though, we're all semi-mourning over him, why so soon?

They all scream at me. They cannot see. This curtain hides me

They all yelled at me. I was supposed to protect Stain during the battle. I failed. He got caught. Everyone hates me. I hate myself. I should have done more. They don't understand why I hid myself away during the fight, they don't know what happened with me and that boy's brother.

An amazing gift. So quick and swift. You were amazing

Stain knew, understood, and saved me. Again. It's happened too many times. I'm too relient on him. And now he's gone. And it's all my fault. I ran out of fear instead of doing what I should have. I owed it too him, after all he had done for me. He was like a brother. I was the reason he became a villain instead of pursuing his dream of being a hero.

When Stain and I were at UA I eventually ended up in a relationship with Tensei Iida and he didn't treat me right. Stain, being my older brother figure, kept an eye on us, made sure he didn't hurt me. Well, one day, it was around testing time and all of us were stressed, eventually it became too much for Tensei and he back handed me. Stain, being in the same diner as us making sure everything was fine, came out and defended me...by slapping him back. 

My parents were gone, left me behind in search of a better life. So consequently, I lived with Stain. That night he told me he had observed quite the collection of things that bothered him about heroes, and that was the last straw. He said we're gonna become villains.

By myself I can't. They start to chant. Why are you not here?

They yell at me again, just like the last few days since the loss. I wish you were here, you could help me through this, but you're not. The only one not yelling is Kurogiri, in fact he is the only other one who knows. He's trying to calm Tomura down. It's not working well.

Grinning at me, I lay on my knees. They want to hear me. Why can not 'he' see?

Tomura doesn't see how much his words are affecting me. I'm on the my bed with my knees drawn up to my chest, bawling my eyes out, grieving over my captured 'brother'.

I want to see you, I need to see you, I have to see you, what happened to you?

I miss him so much. I wish I was able to visit him, but they won't let me. It's too high risk. He's too dangerous, according to the police. And there's the possibility of getting caught, myself.

We get up on stage. They jump to enrage. Why are you not here? Why is 'he' so near?

The next mission I got distracted. I thought I saw Stain, but it was an illusion. I probably looked at someone with an illusion quirk on accident.

After he was captured, I took it upon myself to replace him. And I'm not doing well. He did it best.

'He' wants me to sing. I just can not bring-, I say 'he's' not you. What else can I do?