Blooming [OLD- please look at the new book!]

[3] Tap dancing on spiderwebs

Italics = thoughts
Bold = Yoshii (Me) talking or POVs
Underlined = Dreams

Midoriyas POV

I was leaving my dorm room to head to class but was stopped by none other then the great Katsuki Bakugou~ yayyyyy

"h-hi k-kacchan! Is there anything you n-need?" I asked, hoping he just wanted to punch me then leave

"Yeah, Deku. Why are you still here?" The ash blonde said as he hovered over me

"W-what do you mean k-kacchan?" I asked

He rolled his eyes "you know what I mean, you damn nerd"

'He means why aren't you dead yet. Are you really that dumb? He told you to kill yourself over and over and yet you're still here. You're just to pussy to do it.'

"U-uhm I- err HEAR THE BELL! We should- we should uhm get to class?" I slipped under his arm and rushed towards the classroom only feeling safe once I was sitting down. I didn't answer a single question that day. I just sat there, staring out the window.
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Bakugous POV

I wasn't in my room so it was...difficult for me to sleep...between the red-head on the bed above me and the thoughts of Deku from earlier today. 

Why the fuck did he look so scared? well, I was talking to him but still...he looked guilty? what the fuck

-flashback to the end of the day-
I got up and started to pack my things.

"Hey Bakubro!" A familiar shitty red-head called

"What do ya want, shitty hair?" I growled

He swung an arm around me, a smiled a big toothy smile was plastered on his face

"So I was wondering, Kami gave me some epic new games and they happen to be two player"-wait. was he...blushing?-"you wanna come over and have a video game night?"

'Fuck yeah I do. The two of us, video games , just you is enou- KATSUKI YOU ARE NOT FUCKING G A Y'

I gave my usual 'tch' indicating 'yes' then swung my bag over my shoulder

"What time. Who's dorm. What do I bring?"

"R-really?! You'll come? That's so manly of you Bakubro! Uhhh 8ish, my dorm, sleeping stuff any video games and snacks

'Why do I need to bring snacks if you're gonna be there— KATSUKI STOP BEING GAY GODDAMNIT YOU FUCKWIT'

I grunted and walked to the train station to take the train towards my favourite candy shop. I bought the treats and went back to the dorms, I pulled out my phone to see the time

7:34pm
Reminder: be at Kirishimas by 8

I got changed and packed everything I need then walked over to Kirishimas dorm room, BANG BANG BANG
"OI SHITTY HAIR-!"

"Bakugouuuuuuuuu shhhhhhh" Kirishima whined then grabbed my arm pulling me inside

How the fuck is he so cute?

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Todorokis POV

Bored. So bored. I swung off my bed and grabbed my phone, this was one of the few times a interact with other human beings. I scrolled through my list of- the whole class-? Ugh Momo. I kept scrolling but stopped for some reason at Midoriya.

'Hmm...would Midoriya mind if I came over?'

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[Midoriya]

Midoriya? Is this the right number? It's me, Todoroki>
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I put my phone down and lay on my bed staring at the ceiling,
'What if he doesn't want to talk? Or he doesn't believe it's me? Why am I stressing over this-"

Ding!
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[Midoriya]
<Hi Todoroki! ^_^
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The little smiley face was adorable, just like Midoriya.
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[Midoriya]
Hello Midoriya, how are you?>
<Well I'm not sick thanks to you! ☺️
I'm glad! I was wondering, I'm pretty bored. Can we hang out?>
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Midoriyas POV

'NonononononoNO! If he comes over he'll see all this, the blood, razors, ropes EVERYTHING! Ahhhhhhhh what do I do?!'
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[❄️Todoroki🔥]
yeah! I'm getting pretty bored too>
wanna meet up somewhere or go to one of our dorms?>
<What would you like to do
Hmmm maybe let's go out somewhere? The mall?>
<Perfect. Would you like to meet up in front of the dorms in 20 minutes and we'll take the train?
Sounds like a plan! 😊>
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Sorry it's another pretty short chapter! And yes, I did just add a cup of Kiribaku and a tablespoon of extra gay Bakugou.
Yes- Midoriya will try committing suicide, this is a suicidal Izuku au the only difference is a want to make it... different!

~peace out my strawberry cigarettes!