Secrets

Chapter 3

Too fast I know SORRY
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Lexis POV
Yes I have Anorexia
But I am fine it is a way to stay skinny for me. And a way for people not to mess with me . Bella,Sarah, and Jessica are all really skinny so I won't fit in if I was fat.

I am 5'8 and I weigh 99 lbs. It is easy to not eat because my parents are only home for holidays. Speaking of holidays thanksgiving is coming up and my parents are coming fortunately and unfortunately we are having dinner with the Heavens. Yes Matthew and his family we spend every holiday with them. On my birthday the Heavens think I visit my parents but I spend it alone every year , what sucks is I don't even get a happy birthday from my parents or Mathew. I am 16 I turned 16 on February 9th I was born 20001. What is cool is Matthew's birthday is 4 days before mine and we were born the same year we have known each other since we were 5 years old but stopped hanging out in 8th grade.

Matthew's POV
The whole period we just took notes and I noticed Lexi was zoning out when the bell rang she was still in daze so I tapped her hand I felt an intense tingle and burn that made me feel alive. She looked up as if she felt that to she stood up and we were face to face I looked into her eyes and saw all the pain and a bit of hope I started to lean in and she did as well I felt my lip on hers and felt electricity sparks tingles but then I heard "Matty" Jessica said I pulled away sad that we could have kissed for real and for the second time. Lexi looked sad and shook. Then I heard Lexi say " sorry, I will leave you two alone" She was about to walk away but I grabbed her arm and told her I would go with her.

Lexi looked down and nodded. While we were walking I stopped and took her to the field were there was a pathway with trees (NHS if you don't know what I am talking about sorry) I then looked into her eyes and saw tears.

I grabbed her waist to have her body close to mine and smashed my lips into hers this our second kiss and my second kiss I never kissed anyone but her in 8th grade. I felt butterflies in my stomach fireworks tingles going threw my body. She was taken aback for a second but kissed back after awhile. As I was kissing her I kept one hand on her thin fragile waist and put one hand on her neck she had her hands in my hair and neck it felt so good. We pulled away after a few seconds and looked in to each other's eyes she smiled and grabbed my hand and dragged me to 2nd period we were late but the teacher told us to just sit down we don't have assigned seats in any classes so we just sat down in the back together. The teacher left the classroom saying she will be back every one started to have there own conversations I grabbed Lexis hand and made her look at me she smiled and then it faded when she saw my serious face " why were your eyes watering when we left the classroom" I asked she looked down and said "promise you won't make fun of me" she put her pinky out I smiled and pinky promised her " when Jessica called you Matty it reminded me of us when we were younger and I called you that."

Lexis POV
That was partly true I did used to call him that when we were younger but I was also jealous that he let her call him that " she does that to bother me because this morning I  have told her many times to stop calling me that" he said " oh I didn't know , sorry for being childish" i said and looked down he lifted my head up and pecked my lips I smiled and blushed "I'm taking you on a date on Friday" he said I was shocked but said "okay"

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If it was to fast I am so sorry
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