Secrets

Chapter 5

I forgot what day it was so skip to SAT.***************************⤵️
Lexis POV
Ever since I said that I love him he would take me to school, drop me off and I'd help him with homework. Since Matthew was well known ("popular") I would tell to go hang out with his other friends but he'd tell me that he'd only go if I went that's why I love him. Today I made go out with his friends because I have a appointment with my phone jk jk today I'm going to check and count my calories I do this every week to not gain weight and stay "skinny". After I finished I checked Matthew's snapchat to see if he is having fun but he posted nothing so I checked his friend Sammy's snap and saw a video of a girl grinding on Matthew but then in the next clip I Saw Matthew push her off of him so I laughed so hard it was rude.

After I was done laughing I started of thinking about losing weight a healthy way to make sure Matthew doesn't worry to much after two hours of thinking I decided to do it I searched up personal trainer I found an 37 year old woman who's name was Jamie Grace she told me we'd start tomorrow she just wanted my height, weight and she said she'd measure my body tomorrow and I felt really proud of what I'm doing. It was about 5:30 and I decided to play my guitar I am Mexican and Guatemalan so I showed my binner part and sang TR3 Elemento ft by Gerardo Ortiz Aerolinea Carillio . After that I laughed at my self and heard a chuckle from the handsome boy next door I looked up and saw a smirk on his face and asked what I did today I told that I cleaned a bit and told. I will start to workout tomorrow then he gave a concerned look and told me to go outside so we could talk properly. I went outside and he asked me why and I told every thing about my anorexia after that he he felt like it was his fault for not noticing anything but I told that it wasn't and we kissed the kiss was passionate and soft but I could feel the love in it. He pulled away first and said " I guess it's a bad time to tell you I made you dinner" I chuckled " no I want to be healthy" he laughed " yeah you have to be Healthy again, but I meant that I want to kiss more" he pecked my lips and lead me into his house to the dining room he pulled out a chair and kissed my forehead while he reheated a the food I looked through my phone and then smelled the wonderful smell of fettuccine Alfredo with shrimp I looked at him in aw happy he remembers my favorite food from when we were younger "I followed all the directions so I hope you like it" he gave me the pepper flakes knowing I love my Alfredo like that. When I took my first bite my mouth wanted more