Same day
Another post
Lol I'm so proud of myself
Because on my other acc I haven't posted in months
I can't think of anything good
Oh well
Soo...
As I said before
I'm writing this because I made a new acc because on my other acc too many people that I know follow me and I don't want them knowing all my shit
For example
I'm questioning my sexuality
I don't want my friends know that until I'm absolutely sure
I don't want to come out as 'gay' but then I'm not
You know?
I also don't want them knowing my feelings either
Feelings are a bit difficult for me
I don't like talking about them very much
Because when you tell people about your feelings they need to understand them
But half the time I don't understand them myself
Oh well
Lmao it would be funny if my friends followed this acc without knowing its me
I'm typing this on my phone and I don't like it but I'm to lazy to get my laptop
I just realized this isn't gonna be a rant book
But really me saying a bunch of shit to random people because I don't feel like saying it to anyone else
Idk
It makes me safe that I can tell somebody(technically something) everything without them
judging me
Or spilling the tea
And it's different from keeping a diary because in a way you're actually talking to someone(something)
I guess it makes me feel less lonely(?)
And like this
I can be as raw and vulnerable and truthful as I want
Because we are strangers
So you can't judge me
You can judge my feelings
But you can't judge me
That didn't make sense
But oh well
That's why I made this
To pour out all of my confusing feelings
Into something
And pass it to you
For your entertainment or whatever
(Why are you here anyway?)
