Istg Z is so great
Theyre nice
They're funny
They are extremely good looking(I really like their eyes and eyebrows and their hair and their nose)
And lately they have been so... close with me
Like we hug a lot and stuff
There's just a lot of skinship
And I love it but then I kinda don't
I mean obviously I love it because it makes me feel great
But I hate it because it gives me false hope that I have a chance
But it's still very nice
And remember that person that I look up to
(We shall call them O)
They've changed
Because in the beginning of this year they got a taste of popularity and now they're...
Ugh
They don't seem as genuine or nice anymore
And now they're being kind of mean
But like in a playful way
Like they'll jokingly throw insults at people for small things they've done or they're opinion of them
For example there is this one person that O says they hate straight to that persons face
And they'll comment on that persons appearance
But it's in a joking way?
It's like
"Ugh I hate (name) they're so annoying. And look at their nose. Ew."
Something like that
But they usually laugh while saying it
But tbh I don't really find it funny
And it's not like I don't like them anymore
I just don't like this
I feel like this is them trying to be funny and popular and trying to appeal to others
But I liked the old version better.
