Be My Little Boy - A Cglre BoyxBoy OC Fanfiction

Chapter 4

- A/N: MY BABY!!! *ahem* This will be a long and triggering chapter so if you must you can skip from the time it says "*flashback*" to the time it says "*end flashback*" Uncle James is a sadistic bastard, but I must do what I must to make this story soooo... MY BABBBYYY!!! Okie bye enjoy!! -

Yuki awoke to his alarm on his phone and then he heard yelling, "Turn off that fucking noise!!" Yuki sighed and did as he was told. The first week of school was like a blur. Mixed up with Phoebe's blabbering, teacher's lectures, and him... the guy that didn't even acknowledge Yuki's existence, but he couldn't help but be mesmerized by the raven haired guy. Luckily, today was a day he'd be able to see the face that haunted his dreams. Yuki hated to admit that they were the best dreams of his life... so he just convinced himself that they were just idiotic. 

Phoebe convinced all of her friends to come over to her house for some movies, talking, and whatever else friends do when they hang out. Yuki didn't really like the idea, but he felt it was a perfect excuse to not stay home... especially with what happened last night. 

*flashback*

The front door slams open, James stumbled into the house. Yuki was in the kitchen, just finishing up the grapes he was eating. As he cleaned up everything and was about to walk out when... 

"Oy," James stormed in, rocking to one side and almost falling, being caught by the kitchen counter. "Yooou bitchh..."

His wording was slurred and he was off balance... he was drunk.

'Shit.'

Yuki tried to run away but was pulled by his hair to the ground. He gasped and yelled, "No, please don't!"

"Don't tell me what to fucking do, you shithead!! You like your hair pulled don't you? Huh?!"

James hit Yuki in the sternum, making Yuki gasp for breath. He tried to get up but was pinned down by James, in a way that made Yuki fear for the worst. He was pushed against the cabinet door where he was laying halfway, the only thing in his view being this horrible man. He squeezed his eyes shut and grunted, lowering his head and just waiting out what James was gonna do next. He could feel dry, rough hands go underneath his shirt and run across his chest. 

Yuki tensed up and cried, "P-please stooop...!" 

James smacked his face, "Shut up and look at me! Look at me, you bitch! You fucking killed my one and only love! Your mother was an angel!" Yuki could hear James crying. "You killed my brother, too! Are you happy about that? Huh? You better be lucky you look so much like your mother. Now open your fucking eyes!"

Yuki didn't comply. He just shut them tighter until he felt the blow of a harder hit to his face, the impact making him bite the inside of his cheek. He slowly opened one eye, and then the other out of pain. A small trail of blood formed and dripped down his chin. He saw James smirk, "Heelloo beautiful." Yuki could barely understand anything James was saying because he was so drunk. Suddenly James licked up the blood and Yuki flinched when he felt a pair of lips against his. He tried to push away but couldn't, his chest hurt too much. 

After an hour of torment, James finally stopped his abuse, falling asleep on the floor. Yuki cried and ran up to his room slamming the door and locking it. He gasped for breath, both his sobbing and his sternum preventing enough air from entering his lungs. 

Yuki ran to his phone. What should he do? Who should he call? This has been too long for this to go on.. especially as a minor. But Yuki knows that in the back of his mind, if he were to report James for what he does, he'd get taken away or told he has to fend for himself when he has nothing to his name... 

So he just laid there... cold, bruised, and hurt... physically and emotionally. 

Suddenly, Yuki could feel what was about to happen, but this time he just let it happen. He cried and hit the floor with his fists as he crawled under his bed and grabbed a small box that he kept hidden away from everyone. He opened it and pulled out the small binkie. He placed it in his mouth and sighed, as best he could. He also got his teddy bear and climbed up into bed. He sighed again, and realized he couldn't understand why it hurt to do so.

That's the best though, forgetting everything that just happened just because the headspace prevents you from understanding. All he did was play with his teddy and his other toy, a plastic buzz lightyear toy, and then when he finally got tired, he went to sleep...

*end flashback* 

Yuki sighed as he waited by his house at the bus stop for Phoebe. He lightly brushed the gauze that he put on his bruised cheek. He didn't want questions, so he just came up that he'd say he's clumsy and stumbled into a pole. Suddenly a red car pulled up by the bus stop and stopped. Yuki decided to wait to see if it was Phoebe because the windows were too tinted to see inside. Then the passenger window rolled down, and there he was...

"Well you like standing around, don't you?" Matthew sighed.

Yuki stood up straight sand then bolted into the back seat, trying not to say a word or blush. Phoebe smiled brightly back at him, "Ready?" 

Yuki just nodded, face red and looking down at his lap in embarrassment.