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Chapter 30:I like me better..

Rylee's POV

I woke up in the middle of the night..It was only 1:30 AM.. I looked to my side and saw Jungkook sleeping. I smiled as his hair was messy...

He went a little rough last night...

I slowly tried to get up as my Bottom was hurting. I held the couch for support.. I slowly got upstairs and went to the bathroom..

I showered myself as I wore something warm.. I wore a grey oversized sweater with some black sweatpants,Along with some white converse.I let my hair down as I wore a gray beanie on my head.

I went to the babies room and saw Haechan awake,He was playing with his toy. I smiled as I gently picked him up. He immediately smiled when he saw me.

I sat on a rocking chair as I started breastfeeding him. I slowly rocked him as I looked at his face.

When I was done breastfeeding Haechan,I put him back in his crib. I looked at Jihee and saw her awake. I picked her up and also started breastfeeding her.

I don't know how these kids wake up so early..

I gently put her back in her crib as I went out. I went to the balcony as I sat down on one of the chairs. I looked at the view and sighed. It was Fall.. Yet it was so cold.

I was in really comfortable clothes,But it was still really cold. I hugged myself and Put my head down on the table in front of me. I slowly closed my eyes as all I wanted to do was sleep.

Suddenly,I felt arms around me. I opened my eyes and saw Jungkook,Looking at me with his messy hair.

"Morning beautiful." He said and smiled.. I smiled back as he sat down next to me. "What are you doing out here,early in the morning?" He asked me.

"I can't sleep.." I responded.. he chuckled as he hugged me tighter. "Yah,You should've stayed inside.. it's cold..and you left the babies in there,Alone.." I told Jungkook.

"They are okay.." He said. "And how do you know?" I asked him. "I checked them before I went outside." He responded. I nodded in response as I rested my head on his shoulder.

I looked at Jungkook and saw Him hugging himself. Luckily I bought a blanket. I took the blanket and placed it around his shoulder.

"Aniya! Wrap this around you,I'm fine." He said. I shook my head as I looked at what he was wearing. "A white shirt and shorts? Jungkook,That's not warm. Wrap this around you." I told him.

He sighed as smoke came out of his mouth due to the coldness. He wrapped the blanket around him as he looked at the view.

Of course,It was still early in the morning. Obviously it would be dark. I looked up at the sky and counted the stars.

\\Flashback\\ 10 years ago..

"Kookie? How many stars are there?" I asked Jungkook as I layed on his arm. "There's a lot of stars that I can't count all of them." Jungkook said.

I smiled as I looked at him. His eyes were closed as his bangs covered his eye lids.

Suddenly it started to rain.. I looked at Jungkook and saw him smiling. "Jungkook! Get up! It's raining!!" I shouted at him as I got up.

He got up and started chasing me. "Yah!! Jungkook let's go inside!" I tried to grab his hand but all he did was run around.

"Jungkook your gonna get sick!" I said. Apparently he didn't care as he grabbed my hand and started running around.

I gave up as I started running around with him.. We didn't really care if we were drenched in rain.we just wanted to play around..

//End of Flashback//

I smiled as I remembered that day.. "Kook,Do you remember when we played in the rain when we were 10?" I asked him. ..He thought for a while..

"..Oh I remember!! I was so stubborn back then that I didn't want to go inside." He chuckled as he remembered.

We were sitting there silently.. Just admiring the view... I got a little bored and asked Jungkook to sing a song.. "Jungkook I'm bored,Can you sing a song for me?"

"What song do you want?" He asked me. "Anything.." I responded and smiled.

He was thinking of a song to sing.. and finally,He thought of one..

(It's the song above)

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I fell asleep by the time he was done singing. His voice was so soothing and it could just make you fall asleep anytime..

He looked at me and saw me sleeping.. He chuckled as he carried me into the bedroom. He layed me down on the bed as he layed next to me.

"I like me better... When I'm with you.."

He kissed my forehead and dozed off while hugging me.

To be continued..

*singing*
I like me better when.. I LIKE ME BETTER WHEN IM WITH YOU! DUN DUN DUN DUN DUN.