Dear Nash

Promise

"Beep"

Ugh it can't be Monday already. I had such a nice weekend.

I never wanted it to end.

Friday I went to the movies.

Saturday me and Nash hung out the whole day alone.

Surprising right.

I never thought those words would ever go together.

Me and Nash.

Nash and I.

For some reason it sounded nice to say.

Anyways when Nash ans I hung out we watched movies, played games, and talked about everything.

And I mean everything

/Saturday Recap/

Nash was sitting on the couch.

I was laying on the couch. My head was in his lap.

I felt him play with my hair but, I didn't mind.

It sent chills down my back. Nash stopped messing with my hair.

I looked up at him. He had a distant look on his face.

"What's wrong?" I asked sitting up. He turned my way. He had watery eyes.

"Scarlet you know I'm sorry right." He coked. I laughed a little.

"Of course I do. I forgive you." I said putting his hand in mine.

He stared in my eyes.

He looked a little relieved.

"Scarlet can I ask you a question?" Nash asked.

"That is a question but ok." I smiled.

"Umm c-could I see your scars?" Nash asked. I swallowed a lump in throat.

Why would he want to see something so hideous?

"I-I- umm sure." I said looking down. I slowly slid my sleeve up. I waited for a response.

Nash gasped and his eyes went wide. There it was.

I bit down on my lip and turned away.

Nash slowly and gently picked up the bottom of my arms.

It seems like hours. But, it was really ten seconds. He slowly lifted my arms.

"Nash. What ar......" I began but got caught off guard when Nash my arm to his lips.

He kissed each and every scar. I was shocked.

That was the sweetest thing anyone has done to me. '

Tears were threatening to spill. When he was done he stared me in the eyes.

"Scarlet promise me you won't cut again Please." He said with worry in his voice.

"Nash I-"

"Please Scarlet. Please." He whispered.

"Okay." I answered.

He grabbed me and hugged me.

"Thank you," He whispered in my ear.

/Saturday Recap Over/

So yeah. Pretty dramatic stuff. Anyways I got ready.

I wore a black pullover sweater that says dope, a pair of skinny jeans, and black vans.

I walked down the stairs and out the door. I waited on my curve for the boys to pick me up.

Two minutes later they showed up.

I got in the car and was happy for once I was sitting near Nash.

"Hey everyone Matt stop touching your boobs." I laughed.

"They look smaller than yesterday." Matt whined. I rolled my eyes.

"Here feel." He said grabbing my hand and putting it on his chest.

From my corner view I saw Nash stiffen.

His nostrils were flaring. Was he jealous. Oh well

"Still bigger than mine." I laughed taking my hands off.

The boys joined in with the laughter.

Soon we arrived at school. We had about 20 minutes to kill.

So we walked around.

I noticed that when I walked around with the boys I got a lot of dirty looks in people staring and whispering.

I felt uncomfortable. None of the boys noticed accept Nash.

Nash just put his arm around me and squeeze.

I gave him an unsure look.

Soon we were in the main hallway and I saw it.

Hundreds and hundreds of photos of me with the caption watch out for her she's a slut.

She banged seven dudes. An anger flared up in me. Everyone was staring at me with the boys.

"Tramp." They kept yelling.

"Who the fuck did this?" Hayes yelled. All the boys looked angry too.

"Hey Scarlet maybe you and me could go behind the bleachers and you know." A random guy came up to me and winked.

Nash looked furious.

"Shut the fuck up." Nash yelled getting in his face.

"Fine whatever. I don't want a slut anyways." The random guy said walking off.

Nash would have hit him if it wasn't for Cameron holding him back.

I lost it. An unknown anger took over me.

I started tearing down the posters.

I was smashing everything.

The whole school was watching me.

I was about to destroy something else when Taylor and Carter ran over to me and held me back.

I broke down.

I was crying hard now.

All I saw was Claire with her posse laughing at me.

"Look who's sad and pathetic." Claire said in a baby voice.

"Leave her alone." Taylor yelled while holding me.

"I won't take orders from this slut's sex toy." Claire Scoffed. Her posse laughed.

"You know what. I quit. You win." I mattered. I broke out of  Taylor's grasp and ran.

I went to the only place I knew where to go.