~Scarlets p.o.v.~
School is over already. During lunch I hanged out with the boys.
They are actually really cool.
We got to know each other better and on Friday we're all going to the movies.
We are going to watch the Fault in Our Stars.
They surprisingly wanted to go see it. Sounds weird considering they are boys.
But it will be fun.
Nash is even going. He was acting weird during lunch.
He was quiet.
And Nash is never quiet. Also he looked confused.
Very confused. Wait why am I even thinking about him.
Lately, that's all I've been doing. And it sucks.
No matter what I do I can't get him out of my head. I absolutely hate it.
That dickhead.
~
I walked into the detention room.
No one was here. Only the detention teacher , Mrs. Sosa.
But she was to busy reading her E news magazine. I took a seat in back.
Soon Nash came walking in.
We made eye contact.
A strange feeling arose in my stomach.
Butterflies.
Wait no vomit.
Yeah vomit.
He took a seat in the back too. He slouched in his chair. I took my attention off him.
I leaned down and grabbed my song book.
We will be here for a while. See I like to write music.
For me, music is like an escape from reality.
It lets you feel as if things are gonna be alright. But, they never are.
That's what music does. It gives us hope. It's unrealistic. But, It's still hope.
It's something you use to look yourself in the mirror and say
"I'm ok".
~
"I'm going to be right back." Mrs. Sosa said while looking distraught. Nash and I nodded.
She left. I went back to my song book.
It's not that good but, so far I have.
The pain is real
The scars haven't healed
And I'm breaking more each day
What the people say are getting worse
And there's no way to get out
So I scream and shout
But no one hears me
There's only one option I think I could do
I cry myself to sleep every night
Trying to fight through this life
But my mind losses sight every time
"I didn't know you sing." Nash said puzzled. He moved to the desk near me.
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Dear Nash
FanfictionThe words that started it all. And the words that ended it. A fanfiction novel about bullying, self harm, and love. Meet Scarlet who has been bullied by her bestfriends brother for three years. And who has a troubling past. Could she get through i...
