Spoken Words✔️

Chapter 4

Ethan's P.O.V

From the time I can actualy remember stuff, Grayson has never lied, nor kept a secret from me for more than three days. We always end up saying the truth to each other, and never lied on seriouse things.

I know I cant be sure whether or not he lied to me or he said the truth. But knowing you're Twin's brother for all your life, you can tell his keeping something from you. It might not involve with my phone, but he sure as hell is hiding something.

I on the other hand is also hiding something. I mean, it's not like I wont tell him. I'll tell him if I am sure I actualy know what the fuck is happening to me.

I opened the door and Leah stood there with a wide smile. Leah was really pretty, long brown hair she kept in a high pony tail, deep black eyes, she wore a red dress that shaped her curves.

"Hey, Leah" I didn't know Leah well but I sure as hell know that James admirer's her.

She waved, "Hi Ethan!" I stepped aside and she came in.

"Where's James?" she asks as I close the door.

"Upstairs, putting on his makeup" I reply.

She nodded and went upstairs. I watched her go.

I turned around and went to the dining room to sit alone. I rarely do this, but right now since I'm going to be overwhelmed by people in an hour, I want to have myself for this moment.

In truth I was scared to confront Grayson my secret, but deep down I know telling him wont be so bad. But not only that, the video, where it would be just my Twin brother and Emma, I knew I shouldn't have gone to that sort of level. I'll tell Gray my new idea, and soon tell Emma.

Emma.

She's the biggest part of all this thoughts that stress me out.

Emma's P.O.V 

Next thing I knew it, the whole house was buzzing with people. Random people I dont know. Do I want to know these people? No. Cause they ain't as fuck not gonna help me in life. 

I pushed through crowds with my soda drink as everyone else walked around with wine. Typical me. They all gave me looks while I said "Excuse me" probably wondering who the fuck invited this twelve years old.

I just wanted chips on the table. Was it to much to ask?

I finally got to my destination and stuffed chips in my mouth. Soon enough a young male came to talk to me.

"Hey I know you! You're Emma Chamberlain. My sister loves watching you" He smiled.

I smiled back, because hey, it's not everyday someone says thier sister, brothers, uncles, grandmas love watching you.

"Wow, tell her I appreciate it."

He nodded, "Would do, so you're best friends with James and the Twins huh"

"Yup, last time I checked" I took a sip of my coke.

"Since everyone is dying to know, and my sister, are you and Ethan Dolan dating?"

I almost spit out my coke, which that would be so embarrassing, "What? no. No why are you asking me that? we're just good friends"

Not going to lie that came out  bit rude. Do I regret it? mmm not really.

"Oh" He actualy looked disappointed, "I was just wondering. Anyways good talking to you"

I faked smile, "You too"

He left. And I swore quietly. did I just say 'you too'? Yes way to go Emma, embarrassing yourself less then a minuet in the conversation.  

Honestly though, his probably trying to take some drama, or information to start on the web. Noisy people around here. 

 Grayson appeared out of no where and leaned against the table with me, "Can I join you?"

"By all means" I looked at his drink, and he was drinking coke like me, "Twinsies!" I say knocking his drink gently with mine.

He laughed, "Cheers for being Twins" we cheered.

"Where's Ethan?" I question.

"Last time I saw him, a girl was trying to flirt with him. Little does she know his only eighteen and she's in her twenties"

I laughed, "Dang, girl's a savages"

"You know what Emma? you're quite diffrent from any girl I've meet"

"In a good way?"

He nodded, "In a good way"

I picked up a little string from his brunette hair, "Yeah thanks. My mom tells me I'm not like other girls. In a bad way" 

He smiled, "I think she's wrong."

I shrugged, " I mean I am still a girl, I am kind of girly. I was a fucking cheerleader. But sometimes I feel like why do I have to be like the rest of the other girls that are living today? Why do I need to fit in. Like fuck you, I'm me and I dont care what people think of me, I can do what I want. And I want to choose to do things my own way. Not society to change who I am. That's why I'm diffrent, cause I'm a normal bitch who do things her own fucking way"

"Emma," Grayson looked at me straight into my eyes, "That was fucking awesome and true. Like I said, you ain't like the other girls"

I grin, "Thanks. And, you ain't like most guys I know. And that's a fact 'cause guys dont talk to me much."

He laughed again, "Cant see why. You're really awesome"

"Guys!" We turned around and Ethan stood there with fear in his eyes, "This place is larking with weird women"

I died into laughter, my hysterical laughter, "I just cant wait until this party is over and it's just us four tonight"

Ethan frowned, "What do you mean tonight?"

"Haven't you heard James? how did he put it? 'Sister Squad is so having a sleepover tonight!'" Grayson said in the most weird James voice.

Ethan looked at me, "Oh."

I nod, "Yup. I'm choosing the movie if we ever do watch it"

Grayson frowned, "Ethan are you okay?" He asks, and Ethan's face looked even more pale then me he was, staring at me like I had something on my face. Like the last time we were at the car.

"No it's just. Maybe tonight is not going to be more awesome if we had a gift for James" Ethan said.

Grayson nod, "Your right" although he looked troubled saying that, his words said something, but his expression was worry for his brother.

I was worry too. Ethan is sure as fuck is going weird today.