Louis' POV
I was jealous of such a beautiful fan walking up to Harry and giving him her phone number.
Ugh. He was definitely going to call her.
But, why am I jealous? I have Eleanor.
Oh Fuck, Eleanor....
I used to get butterflies every time I said her name, but now, I don't.
That's why I didn't want to see her tonight.
Ugh fuck.
"Louis?" Harry looked at me with sympathy.
"Mhm" I said looking up at him.
"Are you okay? I can tell by your facial expressions that you aren't"
"Harry I'm fine. Why not?" I shrugged.
"Oh, I thought you were a bit mad, cuz you know, is was going to call her and-"
"Harry, just call her, she's beautiful. And why would I be mad? I have.. Eleanor" I said looking down.
"Um okay" he said.
And I have him thumbs up.
Although I really am mad that he's gonna call her.
We walked up the stairs so Zayn's apartment.
I knocked on the door.
"Heyy mates" Zayn said giving us both a 'man' hug.
"Sup"
We walked in and said our hi's and hello's.
"Sooo, what we watching?" Niall asked.
"Haha, you have to wait Nini, we still have to wait for Pezza, Dani and El." Liam said so Niall.
"So Eleanor's coming?" I asked and I shifted in my seat.
"Yeah, problem?" Zayn asked.
"No" I said.
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"Hey boys" Dani said as the girls walked into the room.
"Hey" we all said.
"Hey Lou" El said walking up to me.
"Oh um hey" I said awkwardly.
"What's wrong?" She asked.
"Nothing" I said, trying not to make eye contact with her.
She tried to kiss me but I flinched.
"Lou. Something's up. You can tell me anything" She said smiling.
"Yeah I know"
"Okay" she said sitting next to me.
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Eleanor's POV
Something was up with Louis.
He was acting so weird.
But I guess he'll get over it by himself.
I sighed and tried to snuggle up to Louis like we always do.
His body tensed up as I moved closer to him.
"Louis. Please hun, what's wrong?" I whispered.
"I don't know" he said looking down.
The movie turned on and I kissed Lou's cheek.
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Everything was mostly silent other than the sounds of the movie.
Liam and Dani were already asleep.
Cute.
I looked around for Louis, because he got up and walked off somewhere.
I walked to the terrace and there I found him.
Louis' POV
I took a breath in from the cigarette, only feeling more relaxed.
It seemed to release all my stress.
I exhaled feeling the cold crispy wind blow against me, causing me to shiver.
"Louis" I heard Eleanor's voice call from behind me.
I didn't budge.
"Louis" she said again.
"Mhm" was all I could say right now.
"What's wrong Hun?" She as se wrapped her hands around my torso and leaned her head on my shoulder.
"It's cold out here" She said.
I nodded my head.
"Want to come inside Lou?" She asked looking up at me.
I shook my head.
Why was she here?
She nodded and turned away.
"I'm sorry" I said.
"What?"
"I said I'm sorry for being this way"
"Oh Louis, it's okay, but why?" She asked.
"I don't know" I said still looking at nothing.
She nodded.
"Listen" I said. "I can't do this"
"Do what?"
"El, I think we need a break"
Tears filled her eyes as she tried to stop herself from crying.
"You know, my mistake wasn't falling for you, it was thinking that you fell for me too" She said running back inside.
I hurt so see her like that. But I just don't lover her anymore.
I chucked my cigarette on the floor and walked back inside grabbing by things and going.
I walked back home alone. It was cold.
I tugged my jacket closer to me to keep me warm, but failed.
All these thoughts were rushing through my head.
Why was I like this? Did I just make a mistake? Ugh.
But that one question that bothered me the most was..
Am I falling for Harry Styles?
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