Perks of being a Bad Girl

Oh God ! Really ? Why ?

"Why have I left so many pages ?
OH here , I've written something after leaving ten pages."

I hope I won't get more shocks now.
But yes , I can only hope.
I Know I was a freaking teenager.

I think I should read further.

Hello diary ,

( No , I was not dumb , I think I had personified my diary . )

Its been three months and I've not written a single bit here.

I had nothing new to write . Also , I didn't wish to write.

My life's torturing me so bad.
I don't know whom to complain.

I'm just doing things , with no brain involved.

Yesterday , I logged into Facebook after a long time.

And I really felt like "what ? Bro ? Do you think I'm a Goddess ? Stop saying those things ! "

These playboys got no real business.

I didn't reply to any one.
I didn't even read all the messages.

There were hundreds of requests too.
I didn't know any of them.

But one , it was from a boy , actually a boy who's the 'official crush' for the girls in my school.

( Oh that guy ! I remember him . )

He's already got burden of girls crushing over him .

I don't really care.

I'm least bothered .

I don't know whom to talk.

People these days have dual faces.
One what they show , the other one , the real face.

There are so many people around , with different aspects of life. I don't know if any one of them would understand mine.

I feel like not sharing things.

It's getting late.
I'm going to sleep.

( That's it ? Well it's boring . Honk ! )

The next day..

( next day ? Am I regular now ? Lol )

Today , as I stepped inside my classroom , I found that boy sitting on the first bench of the first row with his friends .

He looked at me , I avoided eye contact , I shrugged and moved to my seat.

I wondered Why .

He's a senior . What was he doing in my class ?

But I ignored . I didn't prefer wasting time over thinking about a boy , actually a boy who's the "official crush " . Huh.

( Woah ! I like it . Attitude yay ! )

He was looking at me . I could feel it.
I didn't want to look up.
I ignored him all the time.

When the teacher walked in , he and his friends greeted him and got up from the bench.

I was looking at them , waiting for them to leave cause their presence was making me feel uncomfortable.

He , all of a sudden looked at me , and unfortunately , I made an eye contact with him , but just then avoided it again and got busy pretending to talk to a girl of my class.

( I can feel that . Haha )

I don't know what is he trying to do .
Or maybe its casual and I'm just getting irritated cause I'm already messed up.